Pride.â
Frankâs eyes drifted down to the wide red stain which rose like a gaping wound from the pale blue carpet. Nothing had ever looked more out of place. It was as if something had crept through the window, some creature from another world, and taken her in a single murderous instant that nothing could reclaim.
7
Frank didnât bother to return to the apartment before heading for Iriniâs later that night. He knew that his own rumpled brown suit wouldnât fit the elegant decor, but the other one, which hung in Karenâs closet, was not in significantly better shape, and heâd refused, absolutely refused, to allow Karen to refurbish his wardrobe. Sheâd claimed it was her way of investing in him, and that in return she expected a percentage of his business after it got rolling. For a moment heâd actually considered it, but only for a moment, then his senses had returned to him and heâd simply thanked her softly and said no. To her credit, Karen had never brought the subject up again. Sheâd even suggested that maybe wrinkled jackets and slightly shiny trousers were what people expected, and that anything a little brighter or with a slightly more recent cut would arouse a certain disquiet in his prospective clientele.
In any event, the suits had remained unchanged, and as he stepped into the salmon-colored foyer of Iriniâs and fell under the disapproving gaze of the tuxedoed maître dâ, he realized that it wasnât really Karenâs money heâd refused, but the crisp, cool tone of her style, and that he sill preferred the look of a slightly battered man to anything he saw in the flashy magazines.
âMay I help you, sir?â the maitre dâ asked quietly.
âIâm meeting somebody.â
âWho might that be?â
âKaren Devereaux.â
The maitre dâ looked at him unbelievingly. âSheâs expecting you?â
âYeah.â
âThis way, please.â
Karen was sitting at a table in the far right corner of the room. She was dressed in a dark blue silk blouse and a long black velvet skirt, and as he moved toward her, Frank realized that he would never know a more beautiful woman, that she had fallen into his life as miraculously as a flaming meteor, and that it would never happen again.
She smiled brightly as he sat down. âHi,â she said.
Frank dropped his hat in the chair beside him. âNice place.â
âYou like it?â
He smiled. âItâs fine.â
She leaned toward him. âYou look tired.â
âItâs been a busy day.â
âA new case?â
âYeah.â
âWant to talk about it?â
Frank allowed himself to laugh softly as he shook his head. He knew that soon he would be alone again, but he did not know when, or how, or why, but only that while he remained with Karen, he wanted her to love him.
She laughed lightly. âYou never want to talk about them. Were you that way with Sheila?â
âSheila never asked.â
âDid you like that better?â
He shrugged indifferently, the smile fading despite his best efforts to hold on to it. âIt doesnât matter.â
Karenâs face grew somber. âThe way you say that sometimes, Frank,â she said, âthe look in your eyes when you say it, itâs as if you mean that nothing matters, nothing at all.â
Frank picked up the menu and opened it. âWhatâs good?â
âHave whatever you like,â Karen said dully.
Frank lowered the menu. âI donât want to start it off like this.â
âWhy not? Itâs become our usual routine.â
âThatâs what I donât like.â
âIt takes two to make a conversation,â Karen said curtly. Her eyes darted away from him. âOr anything else, for that matter.â
She meant kids, and he knew it. She wanted a child. Perhaps she wanted his child, but he suspected
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