because you donât think the same way as most other people. Blame me , if youâre going to blame anybody.â
Amelia laid her head in Ruthâs lap. âBut Iâm always saying things and doing things even when I know that people arenât going to like them.â
âWe all do that, sweetheart. Itâs called being human.â She stroked Ameliaâs hair and they were silent together for a moment.
Then Amelia said, âYou will be careful, wonât you?â
âHey, Iâm always careful. I have people who depend on me. Whenever I have to go into a burned-out building, I always make all of the safety checks first. I donât want any floors collapsing or ceilings falling on top of me.â
Amelia raised her head and looked at her seriously. âI donât mean that. I mean those people I was talking about. Now that theyâve found out how to come through, theyâre going to keep on coming.â
âDo you know who they are?â
âIâm not sure. Theyâre not all the same. Like I said, some of them are very faint but some of them have white faces. I can sort of hear them talking but I donât know what theyâre talking about.â
âWhere do they come from? I mean, when you say that theyâve found a way to get through â through from where ?â
Amelia closed her eyes and repeated the door-opening gesture she had made in the kitchen, only more slowly. âI donât know. Thereâs a whole crowd of them in the doorway and thereâs too many of them and I canât see past them.â
âDo you have any idea what they want?â
Amelia shook her head.
Ruth gave her a kiss. âYou know what I think? I think you need to stop worrying about these people. Theyâre all up here, inside of your mind, thatâs all. Just like those imaginary pets you used to tell me about when you were little. You remember Puffy, your imaginary poodle? Just like him. Just like the man in your song.â
â Heâs real, but heâs not a man. Heâs only a boy.â
âOh, yes. Who is he? Somebody from school?â
âNo,â said Amelia. âI donât know his name. But I saw him in the street.â
âWhich street?â
â This street, of course! He was standing right outside.â
âWhen?â
âThis evening,â said Amelia. She was beginning to grow impatient. âThatâs why I made up the song.â
âThe boy in your song was standing outside our house this evening?â
â Yes. He was there for ages.â
Ruth took hold of Ameliaâs hands. âWhat did he look like?â
âHe looked sad.â
âYou should have told me. Maybe he was looking for a lost dog or something.â
âHe was just standing there, staring. He had black hair and a black T-shirt and red jeans.â
Ruth stared at her. She felt a tingling sensation in her wrists. âAre you sure? A black T-shirt and red jeans?â
â Yes. â
Ruth stood up and went over to the window. She drew back the flowery cotton drapes and looked down into the street. Her view of the sidewalk was mostly obscured by the huge old basswood tree beside the driveway, but she couldnât see any boy standing out there.
âWhatâs wrong?â Amelia asked her, after a while.
Ruth pulled the drapes together, making sure that she closed them tight. âNothing, sweetheart. Thereâs nobody there now. Itâs time you thought about washing your teeth and going to bed, isnât it? Itâs school again tomorrow. By the way, what were you going to ask me?â
Amelia said, âIf I write a song on a piece of paper, but then I burn it, what happens to the song?â
âIâm not sure. So long as you can remember it, it wonât be gone for ever, will it? And even when youâve forgotten it, maybe the smoke will go on singing
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