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…." I twist and squirm, chasing after—something, I don't know what.
    "What?"
    "I don't …." I huff and open my eyes.
    He smiles. "Emery was right, you know. You and Mikscn desynced hard and fast. I'm pretty sure that's half your problem right now."
    "So … what?" I bite out.
    He shifts and rubs down on my cock. I gasp and arch, jerking up into his heat. "So I help you come down," he says, and I would think he's entirely unaffected but for the slight breathlessness in his voice and the hardness rubbing against mine. "You trust me." It isn't a question, so I don't bother replying. "Close your eyes."
    He spends a long time just touching, running his fingers along scars and unmarred skin, pressing down and stroking, warming me and chasing away the crushing loneliness that echoes through the place where Mikscn resides when we're us .
    I sink down and down, lower and deeper, answering distantly when he speaks, questions.
    "Is this okay?"
    "Do you like this?"
    "You're so good."
    "Does this feel okay?"
    "You're perfect."
    "I love you."
    I laugh a little, alternately giddy and dazed, clinging and floaty, arching up into his mouth and pressing, pulling against his hands and weight. When he presses slick fingers against the place that hasn't seen this kind of attention since that time , I surface a little, groaning as my head lolls.
    "Are you okay, is this good?"
    I whine and press down, chasing the sensation, and he laughs breathlessly. I jump when Mikscn sends indignation and embarrassment screaming down the link before slamming it closed again.
    "What?" Jye asks, pressing deeper.
    I gasp and throw my head back. "I was— ah —projecting at Mikscn."
    His laugh sounds startled out of him, coming from his belly. I sigh and let my body go loose, tensing and relaxing over and over as he pushes deeper and rubs.
    "Are you ready?"
    " Yes ," I grind out, trying to even out my breathing.
    He urges me to roll onto my side, pressing my chest almost flat and urging my leg up. He breaches me slowly, his hand on my hip preventing me from shoving back to take him in faster. I try to muffle my low groan at the stretch and slight burn, but he tugs on my hair and pulls my head back so I can't hide. I realize abruptly why he wanted me like this—I can't get any leverage to control the pace. And with that, I finally relax, my muscles trembling as I let go and stop trying to control the situation.
    It takes forever for him to fill me completely, but once he's fully seated, he immediately rolls his hips, and I bite down on my lip at the sensation.
    "Good?" he grunts as he thrusts in hard, and the only answer I can muster is a broken whine. It hurts but feels good at the same time, like he's trying to overwhelm me with sensation, and all I can do is take it until he works a hand over my cock, his grip a little too loose and slick, but perfect as I tense and come. I tighten around him, under him, and he groans as he curls over me, his teeth digging into my shoulder.
    We lay gasping together, sweat-slicked and panting. Mikscn sends encouragement and a sense of immediacy my way, and I open my mouth to tell Jye that Mikscn's headed back, but never quite get there.
    *~*~*
    I wake up to a light touch running up and down my side. I turn into Jye's hand, enjoying his warmth and the solidness of Mikscn curled against my front. They're murmuring to each other, too low for me to understand. I stretch and bury my hand in Mikscn's hair, scratching lightly.
    "How do you feel?" Jye asks.
    "Good," I rumble, grinning when Mikscn tugs at my hair. "How long was I out?"
    "Couple hours," Mikscn says. "You didn't miss much."
    I frown. "I need to apologize to Emery."
    Mikscn shakes his head. "No need. He said he won't accept an apology anyway."
    "But—"
    "It's my fault," Jye says. He sits up and I roll so I can see him. "I asked you to trust me, but I didn't take care of you the way I should've. I knew you were stressed, but I thought it could wait. I should never have