away.
âAdam!â Quinn called out. âI wonât forget what you did, no matter what happens to me.â
I nodded. âI donât think Iâm going to forget today either.â
Herb helped me out of the room. The womanâPaulaâwas on a bed off to the side. A nurse and Dr. Morgan were at her side, and as I watched they gave her a needle, probably something to calm her down. Herb led me over to a chair and sat me down.
âFirst off, I want you to know that you were in no danger,â Herb said.
âNo danger?â
âHer gun wasnât loaded.â He held up her pistol and opened the breech to reveal that it was empty.
âHow did you know?â
âBecause I gave the gun to her.â
âYou what?â I demanded.
âI gave it to her. I gave her the gun.â
âBut, but, why? I donât understand.â
âIâm so sorry I couldnât tell you. I knew that the prisoner wasnât willingly going to give us information, so I left to figure out what to do. And thatâs when I ran into her. I gave her the gunâI made sure it was empty and that she didnât have any other weaponsâand I aimed her toward Quinn.â
âIt wasnât real?â
âIt was real. To her and to him and to you.â
âBut why didnât you tell me what you were doing?â
âIt all just happened. There wasnât time or the opportunity to explain it to you.â
I felt myself filling with anger. âThere was time. All you had to do was come back in, for just a minute, pull me out, tell me what you were doing. You could have done that.â
âI couldnât risk it. I had to trick him.â
âYou tricked me .â
âI had to have you react as if it were real.â
âHow would you know what I was going to do? I could have wet myself, run out, left her to kill him ⦠or at least try to kill him. I could have pulled my gun and shot her. Did you even think of that?â I demanded.
âI thought of all of those things. It was a risk we had to take. Besides, you didnât do any of those things,â he said.
âBut I could have.â
âNo,â he said. âYou couldnât have. It isnât in you to just walk away. It isnât in you to try to shoot her. I know that. You did exactly what I expected youâd do.â
âThat doesnât change the fact that you lied to me.â
âI didnât lie to you. I just didnât tell you right then, but I did tell you as soon as I could. I didnât have to do that,â he said. âI could have kept it from you even now, but I didnât.â
I got to my feet. The anger had stopped the shaking. My hands curled into fists, and I realized that I wanted to take a swing at Herb. But I couldnât do that either.
âYou used me. You used her too,â I said, gesturing to Paula. She was on the bed, silent, knocked out by whatever they had given her.
âI did, and that might be the best thing that could have happened to her. It might give her a little peace. And for you, Iâm sorry, but I had to do it. If it makes you feel any better, it worked. Quinn is going to give us information thatâs going to save livesâwell, at least the lives of our people.â
I guess thatâs what mattered. Iâd been tricked and my body was still surging with adrenaline, but I had to convince myself that was a small price to pay.
âIf you want to take a swing at me, thatâs okay,â Herb said. âI understand.â He gestured to my balled-up hands.
âI donât want to punch you. Well, thatâs not the truth. Iâm not going to punch you.â Slowly, deliberately, I unclenched my fists.
âI just hope this doesnât mean youâll trust me any less in the future,â Herb said. âBecause you know I trust you even more now.â
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