breathe, and he didnât know how to make the pain stop. When orientation dismissed to smaller groups for their tours of campus, Aaron went to the restroom and curled up on the seat inside a stall for several minutes, blaring âNo Light, No Lightâ through his headphones until he could breathe again.
By the time he emerged, all the orientation groups were gone. While part of him was relieved, it meant he had no idea what to do with himself. He could go to his room, but odds were good Elijah would be there now. Aaron wasnât in the mood for any more bad encounters. He could go somewhere and eat, but he wasnât hungry. Getting drunk sounded fantastic , but he had no way to get alcohol.
In the end he wandered aimlessly around campus, giving himself a tour that largely involved watching for Giles so he wouldnât run into him. As he passed the activity-fair booths, an eager, overweight young man with a crazed look in his eye tried to give Aaron a cross-splattered flyer for Campus Crusaders. Aaron murmured a decline and glommed on to a group heading with purpose out of the fair. Putting his headphones on, Aaron followed the herd and let his music drown out the world.
At some point his group wandered into the music department. Realizing he might encounter Giles here, Aaron thought about leaving, but the hallways were crammed tight. Following this tour would be easier than fighting the clog at the entrance. When their slow forward shuffle came to a full stop, Aaron loitered against the wall, arms folded.
A girl next to him glanced down at papers in her hand when she wasnât looking around the hallway. As Aaron watched, her gaze switched to a set of double doors ahead of them. She pulled out a cell phone. After a series of furious texts, she stood rigid a second, then started to shake. When tears rolled down her cheeks, Aaron couldnât stop himself.
Taking off his headphones, he touched her arm. âAre you okay?â
She wiped at her eyes. âMy accompanist canât make it. Her daughter got sick. Iâm going to blow my audition. Iâm not going to make it into choir.â
Choir? Aaron took another glance at the papers in her hands, crinkled by her stressâsheet music. He regarded the now seriously thick crush of people with new eyes. âIs that what this is? The line for auditions?â
The girl nodded, still wiping her eyes. She couldnât stop crying. âFor the Saint Timothy Chorale. For guys itâs not much of a contest. All you have to do is show up and prove you can stay on key. For girls itâs brutal. Half of us will have to go into the Womenâs Chorus, which is a total ghetto. Not like the Ambassadors at all.â
âAmbassadors?â
âThe menâs a cappella group.â The girl eyed Aaron suspiciously. âWhy are you here if youâre not auditioning?â
Aaron was not going to admit what a fuckup he was. He indicated her sheet music. âCan I see that?â When she handed it over, he flipped through it and smiled. âHey, this isnât hard at all. If you want, I could play for you.â
He thought for an awkward moment she was going to kiss him. âAre you serious?â
âI warn you, Iâll probably stumble a bit. But I figure this is about you, and Iâm good enough to fake it.â He grimaced at the door. âI wish Iâd thought to sign up myself.â
âOh, you donât sign up. You stand in this line with your music.â Her expression turned melty. âYouâre amazing. I totally owe you for doing this.â She let go of his arm and held out her hand. âIâm Jill Ottosen. But you can call me Jilly.â
âAaron Seavers.â Aaron wasnât comfortable with the overly friendly look in her eye. He was not dating a girl again.
âSo youâre going to audition too, right?â
He wished. âI donât have any music.â
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