here. She paces the room just like a Veteransâ Hospital character would. âThree weeks early! My goodness! And can you believe that nurse wouldnât even let me in the room? Said Kait doesnât want me there. Me, her own mother!â
And rival for the affection of her babyâs father. I donât say that, though. Unlike everyone else in my family, Iâve outgrown the need to stir things up. Slumping onto the floor, I take the pen and design a tattoo for my ankle.
âSheâs been in there for over three hours,â Cody says after checking the time on his phone. âDid the nurse give you any more information?â
âNo, noâjust told me to take a seat in the maternity ward Family Area and theyâd let me know. Not an easy place to find, this little room,â Mom says.
I look up from my swirling vine. âWhereâs the Guitar Player?â The father.
Mom totters on her extra-high heels. âYou know he had a gig down in Phoenix. Thatâs where we were. I took the car. Heâs staying with a friend tonight, and sheâll drive him up here tomorrow.â She manages to look both annoyed and pathetic as she settles on the edge of one of the end tables.
Not even here for the birth of his child. Living, breathing proof that I am dead-on accurate when it comes to Rules #3 and #4, Looks Arenât Everything and Donât Need Him. You should never need any guy, especially one as good-looking as the Guitar Player. Iâm only guessing, but my bet is the friend heâs staying with is a gorgeous Guitar Groupie.
âWhere are Shelby and Hannah?â Mom asks, just now noticing that it is mostly the neighbors waiting it out in the Family Area. Youâd think thereâd be another family crowded in here with us, waiting for their own good news, but Tuesdayâs apparently not a big night for deliveries in Cottonwood.
I tell her and watch as her mouth thins into a tight line. She thinks that all of us crammed into three bedrooms makes us close, but thatâs only geography. Her eyes take in the writing on my arm and legs. âWhatâs this? Youâre not getting a tattoo, are you?â
âYes, Iâm having Kaitâs English essay tattooed on all visible parts of my body.â I add more inky swirls to my ankle and a few angry dots.
Mom sighs like Iâm the problem child in this family. âItâs not flattering.â
âItâs not supposed to be. Got any paper in your purse?â If I donât transfer the essay soon, accidental brushes against other people or even a little sweat could destroy my work.
She tosses her purse to me. I rifle through it. Gum, crackers, wallet. âCan I use this receipt?â Itâs a long one from the grocery store. If I write tiny and abbreviate, it could work.
The door opens and a nurse enters. âMs. Savage?â
âYes?â Mom and I say together.
The nurse talks to Mom. âYour daughter wants to see you now.â
I am the one who held her hand until Jackson got to the house and helped her to the car. I am the one who filled out the twelve hundred pages of medical forms. I am the one who sat for hours on the uncomfortable waiting-room chairs. I am the one dying to know how my sister is.
âOh, thank God.â Mom puts a hand to her heart and hurries after the nurse. The door closes behind her. Itâs the three of us again, back in our bubble. Another hour passes while we discuss what is or is not worth watching on TV this season.
âIâm gonna find a vending machine.â Cody stands and stretches. âYou want anything?â
I shake my head, but Jackson gives him a dollar, asks for a soda. Cody leaves. Now there are only two in the bubble.
âYou donât have to do that now,â Jackson says. âI mean, Kait does have a pretty good excuse for not handing it in on time.â
I am scribbling out the essay on the receipt,
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