happens to me a lot. Iâm dying of curiosity. So I try to pump him on the ride up, what does he do, where does he live, whatâs happened since high school. Heâs not saying. What does he do? A little of this, a little of that. He lives âuptown.â Actually, it turns out he only wants to talk about me, and what happened to the people in my crowd back then. So I perform, I bullshit away, but meanwhile, Iâm thinking, uh-oh, please let this guy not be in the dope business, because thatâs all my ex needs to hear, Iâm keeping company with Mr. Coke, itâs court again and maybe good-bye, Miranda.â
âWhere did he take you?â
âElaineâs. Where else? Of course, thereâs a line outside, and when our limo pulls up, theyâre all gaping. The doorman looks at us funny, but he lets us pastâ I guess a limo is a limo. Also the geekâs got reservations, which means heâs not a regular, but we go up to the maitre dâ and Rob says he wants us to have a banquette table, where all the celebrities sit. The guy smiles and shakes his head, and then Rob pulls out a roll of bills, Marlene, I swear it was the size of a pastrami sandwich and solid twenties, and he starts peeling them off one by one onto the maître dâs little lectern. And the guyâs embarrassed, you can tell, but all the same, he canât take his eyes off the pile of bills.â
âSo you got the good seats?â
âOh, yeah, the best. Burt Reynolds was at the next table. And we saw Bill Murray and a bunch of people from Saturday Night Live. I was looking for Woody and Mia, but they didnât show.â
âPoor you,â said Marlene. âLet me understand this: you are running away from this guy? This is your problem ?â
âOh, God!â Carrie wailed, âI knew you were going to say that. Okay, listen to the rest of it. There we are, and, to be frank, Iâm pretty excited. I mean, the Bread Shop on Duane Street is my usual speed since the divorce, and Iâm trying to get a conversation going. But thereâs nothing coming from him. Zip. Heâs not looking around. Heâs barely interested in his food. Heâs just looking at me, as if heâs finally achieved this big dream and Iâm just some kind of trophy. The geek bagged the prom queen? Right about then the little buzzer started to go off: wronggg! wronggg! And after that all I could think about was, this guy must have blown a grand tonight, heâs going to expect his moneyâs worth, being, as I now realize, the same old geek but with money, and how the hell am I going to keep him out of my panties?â
âAnd did you?â
âOh, yeah. As it turned out, that wasnât a problem. We get back here. I turn to him, grab his hand, give it one shake, say âthank you very much for dinner, Rob,â and Iâm gone. And he took it, didnât say a word. So, I pay the sitter, have a bath, go to bed. Around three a.m. the phone rings. I let the machine take it. In the morning, I see the blinker and I play the tape. Itâs him, and itâs weird. In this voice, âHi, itâs me.â Like weâve been married for six years, and then he starts talking about what a great time we had and how heâll be around to pick me up at eight, and a lot of other crap about how he always knew I liked him in high school but he had to get his shit together before he was worthy of me, and how, way back when, he was in this place, this joint we used to hang out at in high school, Larryâs, and somebody played âTwist and Shoutâ on the jukebox and I looked at him and he knew that our love was real. It was incredible. It just went on and on like that, and then he played the song.â
âWhat did you do?â asked Marlene.
âI got out of town is what I did. I called up my friend Beth in Southampton and said it was life or death, and I grabbed
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