adventure in this departure from their everyday routine. Others were more hesitant, focusing on the marks on the walls or the stains on the ragged carpet tiles rather than the people asking the questions. But regardless of their style, each of them told a variation on the same story: Mary Lynne wasnât the best nurse in the world. She wasnât the worst. She was good at interacting with patientsâespecially younger ones. She was bad at keeping records, occasionally dropping the ball toward the end of busy shifts. Good at staying on top of new clinical research. Bad at accommodating last-minute shift changes. And so on.
Two of Mary Lynneâs co-workers embellished the picture with a few less-flattering details. She was a poor timekeeper who took more than her share of sick days, according to one woman, though Loflin soon led her to admit that her own recent attempt to adopt a child had been unsuccessful. Mary Lynne sucked up to management and stabbed her peers in the back, said a guy who Loflin quickly pegged as a rival whoâd lost out to her for a promotion.
The door clicked shut behind the last of the early-shift nurses, and without a specific task to focus on, Devereaux felt the familiar catch in his chest at being cooped up in a relatively small space. He turned to Loflin, who was studying the old photographs. Neither detective spoke. The seconds became a minute. The minute became two. Allthe while the silence seemed to grow in intensity, bearing down on Devereaux until he could feel his head starting to swim. He closed his eyes, forcing himself to focus, eager for a distraction to latch onto.
âAre you OK?â Loflin reached out and touched his arm.
âMe?â Devereauxâs eyes snapped open. âIâm fine. Thanks. I just donât like waiting. Whereâs the next batch of nurses? We need to get this show back on the road.â
âWe do.â Loflin drew back her arm. âBut, Cooper, listen, while weâve got a minute, can I ask you something?â
âSure. Fire away.â
âGoodness, this is awkward. OK. Hereâs the thing. I really want to make it work in your squad, so I was wondering, I mean, Iâm worriedâ¦â
âDonât be. Spit it out. Whatever it is.â
âCooper, are there stories about me? Rumors? About why Iâm not with Vice right now?â
âI heard something about you coming back from disability?â
âRight. Only, I didnât get hurt. Not physically, anyway.â
âOh. I see. Well, OK.â
âYouâre not freaked out?â
âShould I be?â
âNo. But a lot of people are. Psych problems are treated worse than leprosy, a lot of the time. Especially in the department.â
âNot by me.â
âThanks for understanding. Iâm glad to get this out in the open. In case you do hear any rumors. Because, bottom line? The doctor doesnât think Iâm ready to go back undercover. That doesnât mean Iâm not ready to be a good detective again. And a damn good partner. If youâll let me.â
âReceived and understood. But what about longer term? You see yourself heading back to Vice, when you get the green light for the sneaky-beak stuff?â
âI donât know. Talk about stressful. You donât like the waiting in this job? Try undercover work. Thereâs no waiting. Youâre always working. Working to get accepted. Working to make your mark interested in you. Working to make him
want
you around. Thereâs norespite. Itâs like trying to breathe someplace where thereâs not enough oxygen. Itâs suffocating.â
âIt sure sounds like it.â Devereaux checked his watch. âYou know, Jan, I need to make a call, real quick. Give me a minute?â
â
Devereaux paused in the corridor and checked the directory in his phone before selecting a number. His call was picked up after one
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