Caroline.â He winked at her with a piratical gleam in his eye. His finger hovered over the end of his fork. Amelia sauntered into the dining room. âDonât you even think about launching that pea like a cannonball.â He slumped in the chair. âA guy canât have any fun.â Braeden poked his head around the doorframe. âWhy, Iâve got more fun waiting for you than you can possibly imagine, son. Helping me wash and dry the dishes.â Max groaned. And Patrick wailed from his playpen in the corner. Ameliaâs head fell back. âThis teething business is going to be the death of me.â âPatrick wants to help us, Dad,â Max bellowed. The baby placed his chubby fist in his mouth and continued to cry. Without conscious thought, Caroline found herself at the playpen as Patrickâs arms reached for her. She lifted him out, and Patrick laid his head against her shoulder. He sucked at his tiny fingers. She stroked the crown of his silky brown hair and hummed a tune her mother had sung when Honey was little. At the sudden silence, Caroline pivoted with the baby in her arms. âOh...â She blinked. âIâm sorry. I shouldnât have...â She tried prying the baby off her chest, but he clung like a limpet to stone. âHere. Heâs your baby. Youâd know best how to soothe him.â Patrick grunted and hung on to her blue scrubs. âYouâre doing fine without me.â Amelia smiled. âI could use a break. And it looks like youâve got the touch.â Her eyes widened. âWhat touch? You mean âcause Iâm a doctor? Iâm an animal doctor, not a baby doctor.â âMomâs touch.â Ameliaâs eyes welled. âYou look so much like Mom standing there rocking him...â She took a breath. âYou sound like Mom, too. Itâs like having her here again.â Caroline dropped her face into Patrickâs soft curls. She inhaled the scent of his baby shampoo. Her heart pounded. She held her breath and waited for the encroaching shaft of darkness, but nothing came. Perhaps sheâd had it wrong. Perhaps the therapist had been correct. Remembering was healing. It was the denial which wasnât. Yet judging from her fatherâs reaction to her presence, perhaps he, too, found the memories painful. Something they had in common after all. Caroline rested her hand on Maxâs tousled hair. âAfter you finish in the kitchen, maybe you and I could go out on the porch. I know a thing or two about science. We could build the catapult to beat all catapults if youâd like.â Max grinned. âCool.â He pivoted toward Amelia. âCan I, Mimi? Before bedtime?â Amelia nodded. âFor a little while, but itâs a church day tomorrow. Bright and early.â She faced Caroline. âI hope youâll join the family there.â Braeden held out his hand for Max. They departed to assist Honey and Sawyer prepping for tomorrowâs guest breakfast. Caroline hugged the baby. Sheâd hoped to avoid the Kiptohanock church. Last time sheâd been there had been for her motherâs funeral. âI wanted to also apologize for not being there when Lindi d-died.â Caroline steadied her wobbling tone. âI was the next oldest. It shouldâve been me who took care of Max and Dad and Honey. Not you. You gave up art school for them.â Caroline tensed, expecting to find condemnation in Ameliaâs eyes. But only compassion rippled across her sisterâs features. Amelia feathered a stray curl behind her babyâs tiny ear. Patrick smiled at his mom, but lay content in Carolineâs arms. âMax is my son as surely as Patrick. God has a way of working things out.â A smile played across Ameliaâs lips. âSometimes in the giving up of what we think we need, along the way we discover what we want the most.â Caroline stared