butterfly hadnât flown out.
Now what was I going to do?
Why wasnât the phone inside the house ringing?
âIâm sorry, Eva,â said Dawn, starting to get up. âWe must have missed it. It must have flown away while you were knocking on the door.â
I grabbed her arm and pulled her down again.
Was I going to have to sit on her to get her to stay there?
âPlease,â I whispered. âWait another few minutes. Maybe the butterfly will come back.â
I knew this was really pathetic, and probably Dawn did too, but she smiled kindly.
âOK,â she said. âSince it seems to mean so much to you, Iâll wait another few minutes.â
Just then the phone inside the house rang. I could hear footsteps as Dawnâs mother went to answer it.
âWe need to be very quiet,â I whispered to Dawn. âOr the butterfly wonât come back.â
Then I sat there and listened to one half of Dawnâs motherâs telephone conversation.
âHi, Mary. Thanks for ringing me. And thanks for inviting me to live with you and Hannah, but I have to say no â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦ Yes, I know Iâm throwing away a great opportunityâ¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦.â
Then there was a long gap. I sneaked a quick look at Dawn. She didnât say anything, but I knewthat she was listening to her mother too.
Her mother spoke again, sounding really sad.
âYes, Mary, I know all of that. Iâve been over and over it with Hannah already. It would be absolutely perfect for me. But the problem is Dawn. She has no one else to take care of her. What would she do if I suddenly announced that I was going to live with you and Hannah? Iâm sorry, but I just couldnât do that to the child.â
Child! Dawn had to be at least twenty-five years old.
Beside me, I could hear Dawnâs breathing change, like she was really tense or afraid â¦â¦ or excited.
The phone conversation was over seconds later.
âGoodbye, Mary, and thanks anyway,â said Dawnâs mother sadly. âI hope you and Hannah have fun when you go apartment-hunting tomorrow.â
Then I heard a dull click as the phone was put down.
Dawn jumped up, looking all flushed andhappy.
âIâm sorry, Eva,â she said. âIâve got to go inside to talk to my mother. Itâs an emergency.â
âWhatever,â I said, trying not to look as happy as I felt.
Dawn ran to the front door, and then ran back to me.
âIâm sorry about your butterfly,â she said. âIâll look for some pictures on the internet later on if you like.â
I shook my head.
âItâs OK, thanks. Iâve changed my mind. I think Iâll do my project on worms instead. Theyâre easier to take pictures of. Now you go ahead and talk to your mother. Iâm sure youâve got lots to say to her.â
Dawn gave me a funny look, and then ran inside.
I stood up, brushed the grass off my ugly green uniform and set off for home.
Result.
The next morning, Dawn practically skipped intothe classroom. She was smiling so much that she looked like her face was going to crack in two. Several times I could hear her humming happily.
At break time, I overheard her talking to one of the other classroom assistants. Dawn was so excited she could hardly get the words out properly.
â⦠and everything is slipping perfectly into place,â she said. âBy the time we get back from South America, Mum will have moved in with her sisters and my two friends and I are going to move into Mumâs house. Mum said we can redecorate if we want. Weâre going to â¦â¦.â
I didnât wait to hear any more, and I walked away to look for Ella and Amy and Chloe.
I was very glad for Dawn, but I couldnât help feeling sorry for myself.
When was my life going to change?
When was I going to get my happy
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