around my arm, peered into my face.
âMadam? Are you all right?â
There was no doubt he could see the sanity in my eyes; I could not keep conjuring madness under such scrutiny.
âLieutenant Haddo,â I said, frowning. âWhat am I doing outside? Why do you hold me?â
He let go of my arm. âYou wereââhe pausedâ âindisposed . But I see that you have now come back to yourself.â
I studied the ground, avoiding his keen eyes. âI do not remember.â
âIt is sometimes like that,â he said, and awkwardly patted my shoulder. âMy wife thought she could feel the breath of our boy on her cheek. It will get better.â
âWhere is she?â It was Delaâs voice, coming from the lodging house.
The innkeeperâs bulk pushed the door flags apart. âThis way, in the courtyard,â he said, leading Dela through the doorway. âYou should not have left her without her maid. I canât have madwomen running around my inn.â
âShe is not mad,â Dela said, reaching into the pouch tied at her waist. âIt is just grief and the rigors of the journey. Here, a small sum to ease your inconvenience.â She passed a coin to the innkeeper, then saw me beside Haddo. âLieutenant, I believe you have also been of assistance to my wife. I thank you, and am sorry for your trouble.â She bowed, the courtesy stiff with anger. I had a feeling it was not part of her act.
Haddo returned the bow. âNo trouble, sir. And no harm has come to her, although I suggest you do not leave her alone at this time.â
Dela gripped my arm tightly. âCome, wife. Let me take you back to the comfort of our room.â She pulled me toward the doorway, nodding once to the lieutenant. âAgain, my thanks.â
Vida was waiting inside the lodging house foyer, holding the bundle that held my swords and compass.
âDo you think only of yourself?â she hissed, thrusting the bundle into my hands. âYou put us all at risk.â
For a moment I closed my eyes, absorbing the familiar jolt of Kinraâs angry energy through the cloth. I knew Vidaâs tongue was sharpened by grief and fear, but the unfair charge still stung. She had not heard Haddoâs intentions. Who was she to judge my every action? I clenched my fist, transfixed by an image of driving it into her face. Abruptly I turned and followed Dela upstairs, startled by the violence of my resentment.
At the landing, Dela turned to Vida. âStay here,â she whispered. âLet me know if anyone comes into the house, front or back.â
Vida gave a sharp nod and pressed herself against the wall. âI know how to follow orders.â
I trailed behind Dela and braced myself as she slid the screen door closed behind us. Dressed as a man, her sharp features and spare frame lent her a stern handsomeness that had hardened into fury.
Two strides and she was upon me. âThat was beyond foolhardy,â she said against my ear, each word like a slap. âI thought you had some sense. And yet you put yourselfâyou put us allâ in danger!â
I hugged Kinraâs swords, my own fury rising. âHaddo was going to the stables in search of you. I had to do something. Or would you rather I sit by and let him findââ Caution made me stop, my abrupt silence also checking Dela. Our voices had become too intense.
She took a deep breath, then whispered, âIn search of me? Why?â
âHe wants to offer us an escort to the next village.â
Dela shook her head. âThatâs bad news.â
I nodded. âAt least our friend has gone, hasnât he?â
âYes.â
âAnd he is all right?â
âHe has not been âall rightâ since the village.â Her low voice was harsh. She pressed her palms against her eyes. âForgive me, I am tired. He is well enough. And on his way.â With an effort, she