one night, so he would be gone in three hours. They asked clients to leave by eleven. It was written on the form on the backs of the doors. She had filled in the numbers herself, the times for breakfast and leaving, in her French school handwriting, so different from Georgeâs. She didnât say any more, or ask him questions about himself, or where he was going. It seemed impertinent. And, in a sense, she didnât want to know. That wasnât the sort of conversation she wanted. She had trouble with questions. Such a high level of intrusion for a banal response. She didnât like them, so it didnât seem right to inflict them on other people.
The couple came down and sat by the window, commented on the rain on the hedge and the state of the sky. They were hungry. Sylvie wasnât surprised. They hadnât finished their dinners. She sliced up more bread and brought it across to them. She stopped and chatted to them. They were easy to talk to and she suddenly wanted to. When she moved awayshe saw that the Englishman had left the room. She hadnât noticed him going. She looked across at his table, the plate with a smear of butter on the edge, the empty cup. It could wait. She didnât feel able to clear it away.
Paul was by her desk when the man came to check out. Heâd driven Lucien to school. There and back took about half an hour. He moved his hand slightly, indicating that Sylvie could sort out the bill. She got on with doing it but ignored the gesture. It was strange that this was possible. It required concentration and made her feel feverish.
âCome and stay here again when thereâs less going on.â Paul took up a position that almost obscured her. âItâs normally pleasantly dull here. Relaxing.â He smiled. âWe like our guests to concentrate on the food. Thatâs what weâre here for.â He glanced across at the dining room door, wide open and letting light into the hall. âThey were unusually difficult circumstances. I hope my wife looked after you.â
The man nodded, not looking at either of them.
âWe donât know the outcome,â said Paul. âWhether the resuscitation succeeded.â
Sylvie kept her head down. He never even asked, she thought, he wouldnât, why should he? She remembered that George had once written to her and said that if he were ever taken to hospital he wanted DNR tied to the bed. They only understand acronyms, he wrote, so donât bother to spell it out, though, in case you donât know, it means, do not resuscitate. Donât dwell on it though, I just wanted to mention it. It hadnât been necessary.
âHave you got far to drive?â Paul asked
âCalais, then London.â
âItâs not a bad day. Drying up. The couple who were also staying last night, the others who got caught up in this, theyâre leaving too. They havenât got far to go, over towards Metz.â
The man nodded. Sylvie handed him his bill. He read it and paid it, looked briefly at her.
âHave a good journey,â Paul said. âI hope weâll see you again. Weâll make sure itâs more cheerful next time.â
âIâll go and clear up,â Sylvie said.
She came round from her side of the desk, walked across the room and through into the dining room without turning her head. She felt the cold damp air come in, as the Englishman opened the front door and went out. The telephone rang. She was glad. She didnât want to hear the sound of his car starting up, going away. She had, for half a second, wondered how she was going to shut it out.
ââPhone, Sylvie,â Paul called from the hall.
âCanât you answer it?â
She could hear him muttering. But he was standing right next to it. Why couldnât he answer it?
âIt will be for you, Sylvie.â
âLet it ring then.â For as long as it takes for the car to go, she
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