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rhetorical question, George. How much do you have on you?”
George shrugged, then made a show of checking. He put his ballpoint pen, cell phone, and key ring on the table in order to do a thorough job of searching his pockets. “Thirty-two dollars and thirteen cents, and I have to pay for lunch.”
“You can put lunch on plastic. Me, it’s cash only.”
“You wouldn’t take a personal check from someone you know?”
“George, you’re married. To a lawyer. You’re my supervisor, we shouldn’t even be having lunch, and you’re talking about leaving a paper trail. Cold hard cash.”
“So, what would thirty-two thirteen buy?”
“I’m open to negotiation. The ball’s in your court, George.”
He seemed at a loss for words again, outflanked, clearly surprised, though still capable of sneaking an appraising look at Britt as if she’d been suddenly transformed from a receptionist in a gray pantsuit to a courtesan dressed for evening. She winked and brushed his ankle under the table with the toe of her shoe.
“You’ve got to get into the spirit of this to take it further, George,” she said, dropping her voice. “My just telling you in plain English what’s possible will cost something. Per word. Sorry if that sounds mercenary, but that’s the culture we live in. The more explicit I am—per word—the more expensive just listening will be, and the less you’ll have to spend on the very things being discussed. If you can’t think of something to ask for, tell me a fantasy. I already told you one of mine.”
“I never called one of those phone-sex numbers or anything like that,” George said. “Some people are naturally verbal. I don’t think I could say anything straight out. How did we even get on this subject?”
“As I recall, I asked why you always spend lunch with a spy novel, and you explained that spy novels aren’t so much about plot twists as they are about alienation, and from there you started talking about the deception and loneliness of the average daily life.”
“Exactly right,” George said.
“And somehow you jumped from that into how you didn’t understand how loneliness could send a man to a prostitute, as afterward he’d only be lonelier. Frankly, George, that sounds to me like you’ve been entertaining the thought of a little covert action. Here. If you can’t say your secret desires aloud, then write.” She stripped a napkin from the dispenser on the table and pushed it over to him.
He smiled and shook his head as if surrendering to her comical ingenuity. Instead of writing, he clicked his ballpoint pen and drew a stick figure: round head, two arms and legs, then added a stick erection.
“Is that drawn to scale?” Britt asked.
He started again: a new stick figure, this one minus the erection but wearing a top hat.
“Why not give him a cane, too? What do we have here—you and your shadow strolling down the avenue? Which of those is you, George, and which one is George’s evil twin?”
“Maybe this is the covert Fred Astaire–me,” George said.
“I don’t do twins,” she said. “Too kinky. No threesomes. You could have thirty-two thousand dollars and thirteen cents and it wouldn’t be enough for a group rate, George.”
“I wasn’t suggesting anything of the kind,” George said, then added quietly, “I’d want you to myself.” He crossed out the two stick men on the napkin and drew another. To indicate gender, instead of an erection or a hat, he added antlers.
“No animals, either,” Britt said. “Or is that a shaman? No shamans. For God’s sake, no wonder you were afraid to say these things aloud. Orgies, gangbangs, bestiality, human sacrifice. We’re talking about a crummy thirty-two dollars and thirteen stinking cents here, George. Unlike love, the art of negotiation takes place at the intersection of realistic expectations.”
“According to whom?”
“I think Gandhi said that, George.”
He turned the napkin over and drew a
George shrugged, then made a show of checking. He put his ballpoint pen, cell phone, and key ring on the table in order to do a thorough job of searching his pockets. “Thirty-two dollars and thirteen cents, and I have to pay for lunch.”
“You can put lunch on plastic. Me, it’s cash only.”
“You wouldn’t take a personal check from someone you know?”
“George, you’re married. To a lawyer. You’re my supervisor, we shouldn’t even be having lunch, and you’re talking about leaving a paper trail. Cold hard cash.”
“So, what would thirty-two thirteen buy?”
“I’m open to negotiation. The ball’s in your court, George.”
He seemed at a loss for words again, outflanked, clearly surprised, though still capable of sneaking an appraising look at Britt as if she’d been suddenly transformed from a receptionist in a gray pantsuit to a courtesan dressed for evening. She winked and brushed his ankle under the table with the toe of her shoe.
“You’ve got to get into the spirit of this to take it further, George,” she said, dropping her voice. “My just telling you in plain English what’s possible will cost something. Per word. Sorry if that sounds mercenary, but that’s the culture we live in. The more explicit I am—per word—the more expensive just listening will be, and the less you’ll have to spend on the very things being discussed. If you can’t think of something to ask for, tell me a fantasy. I already told you one of mine.”
“I never called one of those phone-sex numbers or anything like that,” George said. “Some people are naturally verbal. I don’t think I could say anything straight out. How did we even get on this subject?”
“As I recall, I asked why you always spend lunch with a spy novel, and you explained that spy novels aren’t so much about plot twists as they are about alienation, and from there you started talking about the deception and loneliness of the average daily life.”
“Exactly right,” George said.
“And somehow you jumped from that into how you didn’t understand how loneliness could send a man to a prostitute, as afterward he’d only be lonelier. Frankly, George, that sounds to me like you’ve been entertaining the thought of a little covert action. Here. If you can’t say your secret desires aloud, then write.” She stripped a napkin from the dispenser on the table and pushed it over to him.
He smiled and shook his head as if surrendering to her comical ingenuity. Instead of writing, he clicked his ballpoint pen and drew a stick figure: round head, two arms and legs, then added a stick erection.
“Is that drawn to scale?” Britt asked.
He started again: a new stick figure, this one minus the erection but wearing a top hat.
“Why not give him a cane, too? What do we have here—you and your shadow strolling down the avenue? Which of those is you, George, and which one is George’s evil twin?”
“Maybe this is the covert Fred Astaire–me,” George said.
“I don’t do twins,” she said. “Too kinky. No threesomes. You could have thirty-two thousand dollars and thirteen cents and it wouldn’t be enough for a group rate, George.”
“I wasn’t suggesting anything of the kind,” George said, then added quietly, “I’d want you to myself.” He crossed out the two stick men on the napkin and drew another. To indicate gender, instead of an erection or a hat, he added antlers.
“No animals, either,” Britt said. “Or is that a shaman? No shamans. For God’s sake, no wonder you were afraid to say these things aloud. Orgies, gangbangs, bestiality, human sacrifice. We’re talking about a crummy thirty-two dollars and thirteen stinking cents here, George. Unlike love, the art of negotiation takes place at the intersection of realistic expectations.”
“According to whom?”
“I think Gandhi said that, George.”
He turned the napkin over and drew a
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