morning Mass and evening Mass, people in this neighborhood preferred to stay home with the appliances. Now Barb had the purse in her lap, her hands in fists around the handle. âWhy are you telling me this?â
âWhy are you complaining to me about some so-called power in a marriage? In this world, power is a piece of iron pipe. Itâs a wallet full of Euros.â
âOh, Father . The two that hit my Jaybird, that night they wouldâve had the Euros. Now donât you think they wouldâve taken the money and run? Thatâs what the police think, they hightailed it for Norway or someplace that very night.â
Cesare had kept his own arms down. In another moment, unflappable, he undid what heâd just done. He pointed out that Jayâs attackers had had a motorcycle, which meant they mustâve worked with some under-the-table dealer out on the cityâs periphery. Out in a mob neighborhood like Secondigliano, for instance. The two men the priest was keeping in the cellar, on the contrary, had shown up on foot.
âOne could see that they didnât even have 90 cents for the funicular.â
Barbara hadnât quite shaken her panic, her blood-rush. âIf youâre saying thereâs no power dynamic in a marriageâ¦â She tsked, irritated at her vocabulary, power dynamic . âIf youâre saying it wouldnât be about power out at the Refugee Center, the Glorious Jaybird Show, then youâre the one who doesnât know how the world works.â
âBut think of the reason you couldnât stand to see him in power. If that man had power, signora, it was because you loved him.â
Sighing, Barbara lifted her purse and set it back down.
âIt was love between you two,â the priest said.
At least she resisted the counseling-session response, I acknowledge that . She looked to the altar. A thing of glazed concrete, flecked with shards of glass in purple and green, it hardly seemed an Italian piece. It was New Age California.
âWell, and wouldnât that love be the reason you still find yourself making love, actually, Mrs. Lulucita?â
âOh, so far as that goes, listen.â Another reason sheâd chosen this priest was how willing he was to talk about sex. âWe canât be sure whatâs going on, so far as that goes. What does any of us know, honestly, when it come to the libido?â
âI suppose. But you are some years past forty.â
âSome years. Some years, thereâs a nice way to put it.â
Much as she preferred straight talk, Cesareâs collar didnât give him the right to check her hormonal balances. Whatever menopause or its approach might have to do with Barbaraâs ongoing Neapolitan upheaval, she could handle that part of it herself. With Jay, sheâd gone so far as to use the expression âchange of life,â just the night before. This was after another spasm of clutching and gasping, turning to glass and tumbling through glass; her energy had been up.
âBut,â the priest replied, âIâm not just talking about your body and its changes.â
âCesare, I had five children, you know what Iâm saying?â
âIndeed I do, signora. Your body and its changes, thatâs your own affair, finally. What Iâm trying to talk about is a long and happy marriage.â
And faithful too, Father. Barb, nodding, sighing again, recalled in silence her lone suspicion of adultery. Sheâd suffered a wondering night or two early during her final pregnancyâand in the next minute, never mind that she and Cesare werenât in the confessional, she told him about it. âThere were just two nights in twenty years,â the mother said, âtwo nights of something jay called a late inventory check, down at Viciecco & Sons.â And whatever kind of inventory the man had been taking, it was over and done with by the time the twins had
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