a brief, startled cheer from the watching crowd? He wasnât sure. Didnât care. He felt as if heâd punched the face of every army bigot who had ever called him queer, every supercilious public-school major-general who thought that doctors had an easy berth on the front line. Better still, every fear of his own that had been twisting up his life since his return. His heart was pounding. Drawing deep breaths, he wound down the window to gasp the night air, which was cool now, smelling of sea salt and freedom, and pulled out onto the road.
Movement in his rearview mirror. For an instant he thought that Tremaine might have followed him, and shuddered at the inward roar of anticipation the prospect caused. Easing off the gas, he let the Roverâs engine idle.
Flynn appeared at the window, his hair disordered, breath coming ragged. âThomas. Wait a second. Please.â
Thomas pulled up the handbrake. He watched as Flynn laid a hand on the window to steady himself, opened his mouth as if to explain. Then he visibly gave up and lowered his head so that his brow was resting on the back of his hand. âOh God.â
Thomas looked at him. Whatever Tremaineâs power over him, it could throw him into utter disarray. His breath was coming far harder and more ragged than his run from the pub could account for, and the knuckles of the hand Thomas could see were clenched white. âAre you okay?â
âYes. Yes, butâ¦that was the worst social occasion of my entire bloody life.â
Thomas considered. He would have liked to say something to make him feel better, and cast back over his own bloody life to see if he could remember anything worse. He came up dry. âYeah,â he agreed, after a few seconds. âMine too. Whatâs his problem, Flynn?â
âWhatever it is, will you at least believe that itâs my fault as much as his?â
The street was quiet. Its single light caught shades of bronze in Flynnâs hair. His bowed head was eloquent of something approaching desperation, surrender. Thomas resisted, and then did not resist, the urge to caress it, and Flynn looked up in surprise. âWhatever you say. Is he all right?â
âYes, he⦠Heâs fine.â
âGood. Do you want me to run you back to the base? Give him some time to cool off on his own?â
Flynn laughed tiredly. âMy address is bunk two, room six of the west barrack. His is bunk one. Will you just drop me off at the B&B in Boskenna? Itâs on your way home.â
Thomas thought, with fear and repulsion, of Flynn encountering Tremaine again tonight. Boskenna didnât seem far enoughâand, as the only accommodation for miles around, not much of a secret bolthole. âGet in,â he said, and when Flynn had clambered up into the passenger seat beside him, he gave the wheel a thoughtful tap and turned to him. âWould it cause a diplomatic incident if you came home with me?â
âWhat, another one?â Flynn grinned. âThanks, but youâve had enough mud slung at you for one night because of me. If I end up spending the night in Sankerrisâ¦â
âI donât live in Sankerris,â Thomas told him. âI live in a half-derelict watchtower on the cliffs near Morvah. Itâs got a comfortable sofa and all-round views. Itâs peaceful. Youâll be safe for tonight.â
âI⦠Thomas, Robertâs not dangerous, you know.â
You couldâve fooled me . Thomas bit it back. If he was, the only person who could find out and have it mean anything useful would be Flynn himself. Probably the hard way. âWhatever you say,â he said again quietly. âSo, where to, sir? Bunk two, or Zillah Treenâs B&Bâwhich I believe has garden gnomesâorâ¦â
Flynn laughed. âThe derelict tower sounds good, if youâre sure. Thank you.â
The Land Roverâs headlights sturdily probed the night
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