hurt?â
âWhat the fuck do you care?â
âThe bare bloody minimum, in your case. But Iâm a doctor.â
âOh, yeah.â Tremaine relaxed his grip and fell back, sneering. âRight. I know you too, Doctor. Up in your ivory tower, drinking yourself to death. No girlfriend, no missus. Queer as fuck, I shouldnât wonder. Well, you chose the wrong night to crawl out and have a grab at my Flynn.â
âOh, forâ¦â Thomas sat back on his heels. He refused to turn and look around the courtyard, which had fallen silent to listen. He couldnât blame them. He had lived a quiet life, detached. Probably perceived as aloof. Their attention to this total and sudden exposure felt like hammer-blows to bruised skin. Flynn had stumbled over and crouched on Tremaineâs other side, his face ashen. Thomas couldnât meet his eyes.
âRob, please,â Flynn said unsteadily. âYouâre pissed. Thomas hasnât done anything to you. Let us help you up, and weâll go home.â
âDonât need any fucking help,â Tremaine growled, and rolled lithely to his feet. Thomas braced not to take a reflexive step backâor, which he was gathering would have been worse, a step to shield Flynn. He was bemused at the impulse. Tremaine was big, but Flynnâs ability to take care of himself declared itself in every leanly muscled inch.
The three of them stood staring at one another, a grim impasse Thomas was at a loss to know how to end. Heâd just have walked away from it, had not Flynnâs distress latched itself into his heart, exerting an inexplicable steel-cable tug despite all the disasters being with him seemed to attract. âItâs all right,â he said to Flynn softly, and reaching a hand to his shoulder, made his last mistake.
Tremaine slammed him up against the courtyard wall. If he heard Flynnâs shout or felt his restraining grip, he gave no sign. âRight!â he bellowed, nose an inch from Thomasâs. âI tell you whatâyou can have the little fucker. Good luck with him. Good luck with the nightmares and the novel fucking ways he comes up with of committing fucking suicide every other fucking week. Ask him why he doesnât fly anymore. Youâll be a lovely bloody pair, actuallyâthe fuck-up pilot and the alcoholic village quack.â
He let Thomas go. Turned, and began to walk off. Thomas watched, immobile. Everything had started going very slow, an underwater sensation he recognised. For once he welcomed the symptoms of oncoming fugue. Like Flynnâs wave, the seventh wave, it would carry him out of here, what was left of his dignity intact. He would hear and see little, drive home efficiently, go to bed⦠Voices came oddly to him, distorting, crackling. He could see Flynnâs face, also near to his now. He felt the warm brush of Flynnâs palm down his cheek, almost heard his shocked, pleading voice. Thomas, donât listen. Iâm so sorry.
What was he sorry for? Thomas looked at him for a moment. It was almost a shame that in a secondâs time the cold would come down on him, extinguishing everythingârage, which he could do without, and even the exquisite pleasure of that soothing touch. He waited.
It didnât happen.
âRobert,â he said, low, smooth as silk. Tremaine was nearly at the door, but he turned. Thomas stepped up to him. He drew back his fist, gave the other man time to see it, to know his intention, and belted him as hard as he could in the face.
Tremaine went downâdecisively this timeâand this time Dr. Penrose did not care if he cracked his thick skull like a melon.
He eased the Land Rover carefully out of its space. He was stone-cold sober now, the alcohol metabolised off in the adrenaline still blazing through his system. The knuckles of his left hand were bleeding. He had disgraced himself, absolutely. He felt wonderful. Had he raised
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