Jerome had with her.
She tried saying their names again. âMom? Dad?â Her voice wavered. If she let in the grief through any of the cracks, it would drown her all over again.
Heidiâs mom adjusted her reading glasses and flipped a page in her magazine. âRory, itâs cold in here. Did you leave your window open again?â
âNo,â Rory said, clicking buttons on his controller. âI donât think so.â
Her dad mumbled âcarry the threeâ under his breath. He tucked a pen behind his ear and scratched his head. Why couldnât they hear her?
âMOM! DAD! IâVE HAD AN ACCIDENT. IT WAS BAD.â
No reaction. She turned to her brother. The television screen carved a blue halo around his head, and the light shone through the tips of his hair. Even standing behind him, she could smell his cinnamon gum.
âDie, bastard, die!â he said. He was playing some sort of war game.
âRory, your language,â Mom said.
Heidi stepped in front of him and reached for his controller. Her hand went straight through. âRory!â
âAw, crud,â he said. âMy game crashed.â
It was true. The image had frozen on the screen. An alien with a space helmet was caught in the moment of its death, its green exoskeleton split open, revealing a pomegranate splash of guts.
âThat sucks! I was about to get a bonus life.â He rebooted his game.
âRory,â her mom said. âLanguage!â
Heidi understood why they couldnât see her. But why couldnât they hear her? She cursed and reflexively covered her mouth, expecting her mom to scold her as she had Rory. She wouldâve welcomed it, or any kind of reaction, but she got nothing. She lowered herself onto the couch next to her mom, who shivered and reached for a quilt.
The telephone rang.
âAnswer it, Rory,â Dad said.
âJust a minute.â The video game blipped.
âRory,â Mom said.
The phone rang again.
âI canât pause my game right here! I have to get it to the next level before I can save my status.â
The phone rang a third time. Once more, and the call would go to voice mail.
Heidiâs mother stood. She placed her magazine down on the couch, marking her spot with a coaster from the coffee table. She pushed her glasses up the bridge of her nose and strode to the telephone.
On the fourth ring, she picked it up.
âHello?â she said. âHello?â Then she placed it back in the cradle, sighed, and said, âLetâs see if they left a message.â
âThe phone isnât your boss,â her father said. âYou donât have to listen to the messages right away.â
âI know, but it might be important.â She dialed and put the receiver to her ear. âThe caller ID says itâs the hospital. Do we know anyone sick?â
Heidi moved next to her mother and whispered in her ear, taking care to pronounce each word clearly. âItâs me, Mom. Itâs me. I had an accident at the pond.â
Her motherâs lips tightened, and the knuckles on the hand that held the phone turned white.
âSweet!â Rory said. âDie! Die!â Digital explosions scuffed the air.
âTurn it down, Rory. I canât hear the message.â Her mom stuck a finger in her ear. âOh my God.â She scratched down a telephone number on a notepad.
âThe hospital,â she said. âThey want us to call right away. They said itâs an emergency.â She hung up. For a long moment, she seemed to move in slow motion. âWhereâs Heidi?â
Heidi had never seen her motherâs face look that way.
âSheâs not in her room?â Her father set his pen on the coffee table.
âHeidi? Heidi?â Her mother ran down the hall, and Heidi followed on silent feet. âHeidi, are you in here?â She spun around once in the center of the room.
âYes,â
John le Carré
Charlaine Harris
Ruth Clemens
Lana Axe
Gael Baudino
Kate Forsyth
Alan Russell
Lee Nichols
Unknown
Augusten Burroughs