come while filled that way.
Iâve seen a woman take on five men at once.
Five? Wow. Sounds like sheâs a professional.
She is a shy professor at a prestigious college on the East Coast. The youngest in her profession. She looks so innocent, so well-spoken and demure, but the sensuality of Sasha Grey lives inside of her.
What did she do, put one inside of each ear?
As she took on five as she engaged in triple-P, she gave two of the gentlemen hand jobs.
Iâm not that coordinated. Nor am I that ambitious. At some point it becomes a circus act.
But the triple penetration interests you?
As of this very moment, itâs officially on my bucket list. Maybe I should call it my fuck-it list. A woman has the right to be amalgamated or integrated with the lover or lovers of her choice, assuming all are consenting adults and are there to share and experience pleasure and make the woman feel good.
I see.
Low on the list. But if I ever meet triplets, triple penetration will be moved to the top.
Interesting.
Any triplets belong to Decadence? One would have to have a small penis.
Iâm not allowed to say. I said too much when I spoke of the shy professor. That was unprofessional of me. I must ask that you keep that between us.
Wait, would two guys and a girl count? In that case Iâve done that once.
Not sure. I think that they mean three men on the form. Penetration.
Then, no.
Two guys and a girl.
Long time ago.
And you had no problem with that sexual activity?
Iâm telling you things that Iâve never talked about, not with anyone.
Not to worry. Everything is confidential.
It was fun. Was incredible. Addictive. More stimulation than I had imagined I could handle.
For you it seems to be all about the stimulation, not the act itself, but from the sensations.
For me itâs about the indulgence of the five senses. And the release. My body needs the release.
Afterward, psychologically, did anything change about your perception of sex?
Only that I had learned that vanilla sex no longer appeased my appetite.
Guilt?
None.
What are your limits?
No idea. It may not mean more people, but something different from what I am used to.
Golden shower?
Not interested in any water sports or anything involving bodily functions.
Tell me how you perceive love and sex.
Apples and oranges.
Explain.
Love is for the soul and sex is for the body. Both cry out for satisfaction.
Interesting.
Iâve learned that I can be in love with someone and not have sex with the object of my affection.
Interesting.
Iâve also realized that I can need sex and not be interested in being in love.
I know youâre joining alone, youâre single, never married, but in a future setting, hypothetically, how would you feel seeing your partner obtaining lustful satisfaction with another person?
Didnât you just ask me that?
Some questions may sound repetitive, but they are in some ways different.
This is a psychological evaluation. Like having a conversation with Kinsey or Freud, or both.
How would you feel? The man you love is with another woman. A beautiful woman. Heâs having the time of his life, maybe even enjoying sex with her more than he does with you.
It would turn me on, but I wouldnât have to be included. And hopefully he will feel the same. Every man makes a woman feel good in a different way. No two dicks or yonis are the same.
Have you been with a woman?
You already asked me that.
Please, Miss Bijou. Would you mind answering again?
Yes.
Yes, you would mind answering or, yes, you have been with a woman?
Yes, I have.
More than once?
Uh. Yes.
You paused.
It was a complicated answer.
So now, after consideration, there seems to be a different answer.
Asking me again, it sort of put my mind in a different place.
Thatâs why some questions are duplicated. So there was more than one woman?
It happened so fast. The second one . . . my situation, back then, was
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