in a foreign country.
Paniatowski felt a wave of shame wash over her. She had always said that all she ever wanted was for Louisa to be happy â and if Louisa could be happier in Spain than she was in England, then that was just fine.
Honestly it was.
âYouâre off picking daisies again, Mum,â Louisa said.
âYouâre right, I was,â Paniatowski agreed. âYouâre determined to talk about the sketch whatever I say, arenât you?â
âWell, I do think itâs quite important,â Louisa said seriously.
âAll right, letâs have it,â Paniatowski said, lighting up a cigarette and giving in to the inevitable.
âIâm not absolutely sure about it, but I think that I may have met her,â Louisa said.
âIt is only a sketch, you know, Louisa,â Paniatowski pointed out. âItâs meant to be a memory jogger, rather than an accurate portrait.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWhat normally happens is that people look at the picture and say to themselves, âThatâs a bit like Mrs Smith.â And then they think, âWhere is Mrs Smith? I havenât seen her around recently.â And thatâs when they contact us. Sometimes it
is
Mrs Smith, and sometimes it turns out to be someone quite different. As I said, itâs only a sketch.â
âCould I see the photograph of her?â Louisa asked.
âI donât have a photograph of her,â Paniatowski replied. âShe didnât have a handbag, and since we have no idea where she lives â¦â
âAh!â Louisa interrupted â and it was a very significant âahâ â âyou donât know where she lives.â
âAnd whatâs that supposed to mean?â Paniatowski asked.
âI really would like to see the photograph, Mum,â Louisa said insistently.
âIâve told you, we havenât got one.â
âNot one of her alive, no,â Louisa agreed. âBut youâll have one â probably several â of her dead.â
âYes, I do have photographs of the body â but Iâve no intention of showing it to you.â
âYou let me see Grandad and Granny, when they died,â Louisa pointed out. âYou let me look right down into their coffins â and I was much younger then than I am now.â
âThat was entirely different,â Paniatowski countered. âThey were your Spanish family, and it was the proper thing to do. You were paying them your respects. This woman, on the other hand, is a murder victim who was in the water for at least three days â¦â
âDonât you harbour a secret ambition that I might eventually decide to become a doctor?â Louisa asked cunningly.
âWhat makes you think that?â asked Paniatowski, who thought sheâd been very discreet about her flights of fancy.
âDonât you?â Louisa persisted.
âIâve considered the possibility that your thoughts might turn in that direction eventually,â Paniatowski said, suddenly on the defensive.
âSo if I do decide to become a doctor, youâll have no objection to me cutting up bodies in three yearsâ time â but you wonât even show me a picture of a dead woman now,â Louisa said.
Paniatowski sighed and opened her briefcase. âHere you are,â she said, laying the photograph on the table. âAnd I hope that makes you happy!â
Louisa examined the picture from one angle, and then from another.
âSheâs rather puffed up,â she said.
âI did warn you it wouldnât be pleasant,â Paniatowski said. âSo if youâre upset now, youâve only yourself to blame.â
But Louisa didnât actually seem as if she was upset â in fact, she seemed to be rather enjoying herself.
âYes, she doesnât look quite right, but Iâm certain itâs Doña Elena,â the