âYes.â
âAnd my father brought you here. Took the risk that heâd follow you here.â
âI said at the time it wasnât a great idea,â growled Horn.
âDid he kidnap you? Did he force you into his car?â Horn shook his head. âSo actually you could have got out and disappeared into the night,â Beth pointed out. âMack may not have known who you were and the risk he was taking by helping you, but you did. You didnât have to come back here with him. You could have thanked him for his help and said good-bye.â
âI wasââhe couldnât find a description that didnât sound like a plea for sympathy and finished lamelyââpretty groggy.â
âPretty groggy,â she echoed, expressionless. âThatâs an excuse, is it? For leading a dangerous man to someoneâs door?â
âI didnâtâ¦â He heard himself starting to rise to her bait, forced his voice level again. âYouâre right, I shouldnât be here. Once I leave youâll be safe.â
âMack wants you to stay.â
âYou donât know how to open the door?â
âI didnât say that.â She took the step forward that Horn had taken back, her head tipped a little to one side, exploring his face intently, as if searching for holds, for a way in. âWhat are you doing here?â
âI told you. Trying to leave.â
âWhy?â
âYou know why.â
âTo keep us safe? Thatâs a pretty noble gesture from anyone with a killer on his heels. From someone who dropped his best friend off a mountain when the going got tough, itâs incredible.â Her voice dropped a tone into cynicism. âLiterally.â
She seemed to want to have it all out with him again. In case thereâd been some comment on his shortcomings sheâd forgotten to make, some part of the old wound sheâd omitted to claw open. But there was no time to indulge her; and anyway Horn knew the recriminations would just go round and round and get her nowhere. Heâd ridden the carousel often enough himself.
âBeth, I canât change what happened. I canât change how you feel about me. All I can do is leave you in peace, and I canât do that unless you open the door.â
âWhy would I do that? Iâve spent the last four years wanting to meet you, working out what Iâd say.â
âAnd now youâve said it. So let me go.â
âFour years is a long time,â she said quietly. âYou have no idea how many nights Iâve lain awake thinking what Iâd do, what Iâd say, if I had you to myself. Oh no. Iâve a lot more I want to say before I open the door. And then I wonât let you out. Iâll throw you out.â
Horn breathed heavily. It seemed to be all he could do right now. âFine. But do it quickly.â
She shook her head. âRevenge is a dish best served cold. Have some more coffee.â She looked around. âWhereâs Mack?â
âWhy do you call him that?â
She elevated an eyebrow. âYou really donât know anything about us, do you? Everyone calls him that. Even in the City. I believe the prime minister calls him that.â
âAnd that means you have to?â Horn shook his head, bemused. Heâd never understood what made the upper classes tick. Until now, heâd had no reason to care.
âHe likes it. Someone at the FT called him Mack the Knife and it stuck.â She gave him a crocodile grin. âI suppose you call your father Dad. NoâDa. Fewer consonants.â
In the English comedy of manners, itâs considered perfectly acceptable for the working class to deride the wealthy, but not the other way round. There were probably no other circumstances in which sheâd have mocked his two-up, two-down accent. But she was too angry to be fair.
Horn had been called a lot worse
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