waiting in the street for me. If I’m delayed, you’ll at least be able to have a cocktail until I can get there.” “All right,” Brett agreed. “Okay then. I’ll see you tomorrow.” Tish hung up quickly so he wouldn’t hear the bubble of laughter that she had lost the ability to control.
Brett slowly replaced the receiver. He felt so empty. Why did he feel empty? Tish seemed sane again and ready to talk rationally about whatever the hell had gone wrong. She was an extremely beautiful woman and, from what little they’d started, a passionate one at that. So why did he feel so cold at the thought of any additional intimacy with her? He let his thoughts drift. When he found himself dwelling on her emails he couldn’t help but wonder why there was such a difference. She seemed to know him so well when she communicated electronically. Why did she act as if she didn’t have a clue about him or his life when they were together? He told himself to give her a break. Maybe she spent a lot of time and took great care when she wrote to him. Not everybody thought the same things instantly as they did when they had unlimited time to consider what they wanted to say. He would have to learn to be patient until they created a balance between them. He forced himself to hold off on his decision to end things with her. After all, she went to all that trouble to attract his attention. He had to give her a chance to get comfortable enough to speak her mind as she had on the computer. Not all women were instantly into sex with a new partner. Maybe she just needed more time for that. “Hey, why so glum, chum?” Craig chirped as he strolled into Brett’s office and sprawled into a chair. “Don’t tell me Hudson the great is having woman troubles? If I didn’t know it was impossible, I’d say you look like a guy who isn’t getting laid.” “That’s hardly any of your concern, Sands.” Brett glared. “I don’t have time for your bullshit today. Get out and close the door behind you.” “Whoa, easy man.” He didn’t budge. “I’m just making conversation.” “Well I’m not interested. Go. Now.” Craig raised himself slowly out of the chair. “Chill. I’m going. What kind of bug crawled up your ass?” “Sands.” Brett knew he sounded threatening and didn’t care enough to stop. “Not another word. I mean it.” “Jeez.” Craig chuckled merrily as he pulled the door. “Some people just have no sense of humor.” He closed it before Brett could react. Briefly, Brett considered going after him. Eventually, he convinced himself that the temporary gratification wouldn’t be worth the consequences. He really needed to get a grip on his emotions. Maybe he’d take an early lunch. That was the answer. A quick drink would take the edge off. He didn’t know why he was so testy. Tish was speaking to him and soon things would be back on track with her. He’d gone without for weeks at a time before, in spite of what Craig Sands thought. He could do it again now. No problem. As he left the building the only question remaining was where to go for that drink he’d decided on. He had to think where he’d already gone that week. He didn’t want to repeat a place even though he didn’t know why he cared. It had been a stressful few days. Things would be back to normal tomorrow. As a matter of fact, he could go without today if he wanted to. He chose not to but he certainly could. Brett repeated that as he motioned for his third drink in half an hour. This was his choice and he could pass any time he felt like it. As he swirled the scotch in his glass, he began to hear a little voice in his head asking if that were really true.
Chapter Eight
“I haven’t heard much from him, Andie,” Jesse told her when he picked her up for dinner. “I talked to him on the phone a few times but he was always rushing to get somewhere.” “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t keep pestering you like this. I know I’m