terrible moment, I realized what it must be like to be her right now, and it wasnât pretty. My mom deserved way better than this, and I wished, suddenly, that I could help her out.
âOkay,â I agreed. âIâll come in, but Iâm not gonna talk to him.â
âSuit yourself.â She clutched a plastic bag full of items she was dropping off for my dadâa pair of slippers, a couple pairs of socks, some underwear, and a paperback novel. Tom Clancy? My dad never read that crap. Maybe he was worried heâd get beaten up in jail if he was seen reading Proust.
I followed her into the lobby where a guard behind a desk made us sign in. Then we were led down a long squeaky-floored hallway to a room. My dad was in there, wearing an orange jumpsuit, and he already had a visitor sitting across the table from him. As we got closer, I saw that it was indeed Harold Smerconish. I recognized him from the annual headmasterâs brunch they held at our house. Well, our old house. There was some other man next to him in a suit. A lawyer? All six of their hands were resting on the table between them.
When he saw us, my dad stood up and waved to us from across the room. The eager smile on his unshaven faceâwell, it was pathetic. Seeing that, I wished like anything Iâd stayed in the car.
The guard directed us to a row of gray bucket seats along the wall. âWait here.â
âCanât we see him now?â my mom asked.
âNot until his first two visitors leave,â the guard said.
âBut thereâs only a few minutes left,â she pleaded.
âRules,â he responded, glowering at us.
My mom muttered some curses under her breath. I sank down into the plastic chair. From where we were sitting, I could hear most of my dadâs conversation.
âWe donât have a choice,â Smerconish was saying. â. . . enough for the end of the fiscal year. And then weâll need to make arrangements.â
âI never meant to do this,â my dad said, shaking his head, and for the first time I could ever remember, I thought I actually heard a sob in his voice. Oh god. âYou know that, right, Harold?â
âIâm sorry, Jim, but weâre not here to talk about that,â Smerconish said.
The lawyer spoke up. âThe boardâs decided to strip you of your title, effective immediately.â
âAnd whatâs going to happen to the school?â my dad asked.
âThe best action would be to close after May,â the lawyer said. âSell off the assets. Pay creditors. Pay employees.â
The school was closing ? Jesus. It was worse than the rumors.
My dad would be responsible for shutting down Haverford Friends, founded 1886. Some legacy. Forget his stupid sculpture, his plans for expansion. They were going to bury him in the quad. And I was going to have to move to Atlantic City, become a blackjack dealer and change my name. All these years Iâd been the one to disappoint him, not the other way around.
âOh God,â my dad was saying. âPayroll . . . ?â
âIs very, very tight. Weâre trying our hardest, but short of some unexpected windfall . . .â Smerconish said. âWe have no good options.â
They were going to stiff employees, thatâs how bad it was. My dad was worse than scum.
Then the two men stood up. âWeâd better go,â Smerconish said. âGood luck, Jim.â
He pumped my dadâs hand in his gigantic one, then buttoned up his barn jacketâno HF alum was complete without one. It was the official uniform of preppy older guys everywhere. I noticed deep worry lines carved into his forehead. The wrinkles of someone who constantly made big decisions.
Smerconish had sent all five of his kids to HF, back in the day. They were in college or older now. He was supposedly some big real estate guy who owned a bunch of stuff. But he mostly seemed like all the other