this sudden effort â the timing couldnât be worse. Sighing, Brian dragged himself to the kitchen. Better stick his head in and say hello to ward off more visits to his bedroom.
Dadâs smile was carefully bright. âSchool OK?â The kettle shuddered to a boil.
âYep.â
âGot much homework?â
âA bit.â
âSure you donât want tea?â Dad lifted the kettle.
âNo, Iâm fine.â Brian raked his fingers impatiently through his hair. âIâm just going up to my ⦠Dad! â Boiling water was pouring onto the floor.
Staring at Brian, Dad righted the kettle and replaced it on the counter.
Oh no. Brian clutched his ear. Heâd been so careful to cover it until now.
âHer ring.â Dadâs face was all trembly, like its reflection in a pool.
Brian turned and fled upstairs. Sitting on the floor of his bedroom with his back against the bed, he grabbed the mirror from his bedside table. Then he pulled the corner of his duvet and rubbed his ear.
âWell, what did you expect?â squeaked Dulcie. âCheering and clapping? Dancing in the dahlias?â
âThanks,â Brian snapped. âThat really helps.â He rubbed his temples furiously.
âLook,â she peeped more gently. âHeâs bound to be upset. Heâll get over it. And it serves him right for not standing up for you.â
âYou think so?â Brian looked in the mirror.
âOf course.â Dulcie tutted. âShame on him. But Iâm glad he didnât go in and complain. If he had, youâd never have met me.â
Brian couldnât help but smile. He knew that this was the proud little bugâs way of saying she was glad sheâd met him .
âNow.â She wiggled a front leg. âBuzz off downstairs. You two need to talk. This is the perfect time.â
She was right. The earring could lead to only one subject. Brian stood up slowly. He straightened the duvet, replaced the mirror on the bedside table and walked to the door. It was time to speak about the Great Unspeakable.
Dad was sitting at the kitchen table, staring into his cup.
âIâm sorry,â said Brian, standing in the doorway. âI was just really mad.â
Dad put up his hand as if stopping traffic. âWeâll say no more.â
âPlease, Dad. We need to talk aboutââ
Dad smacked the table. âItâs done, Brian. You canât undo it.â From the look in his eyes, Brian knew he didnât mean the earring. Dad could easily turn that back into a ring. Mumâs death crashed over him again. It was my fault. Thatâs what heâs saying. Brian felt as if he couldnât breathe, trapped under a familiar tower block of guilt over what had happened. He found his usual escape route: anger. âFine.â He spun round. Dad didnât want to talk, so they wouldnât â ever again.
At least, not properly. The odd word was unavoidable. But apart from that, Brian did pretty well over the weekend. Their longest conversation was:
âChips or spaghetti for dinner?â (Dad.)
âDonât mind.â (Brian.)
âAre you sure?â
âYep.â
âOK.â
Thank goodness for Dulcie. In between bossing and fussing, she proved to be a surprisingly good listener. Over the next two days Brian found himself talking about his dreadful mixture of guilt over Mumâs death and anger at Dad for not forgiving him. He told her all sorts of things about Mum that heâd never dared bring up with Dad. And as he did, fading memories returned. Mum pinning flowers to her hat so that butterflies would come to feed. Mum making a ladybird climbing-frame from toothpicks. Playing Frisbee with a pizza. Wearing bubble beards when she did the washing up.
By Sunday evening Brian felt better than he had for months. Talking about Mum had melted the edge of his pain. And now that heâd stood
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