a box of raisins and two Vienna fingers, then they took a bite or two out of their sandwiches and discarded the rest.
Lucy was tidying the table, sighing over the waste, when Sue returned without Will.
âThey wanted to keep him for a while, to make sure he isnât coming down with something, and I was afraid Iâd never get away,â complained Sue, âbut his mother finally showed up. She had to cancel âtwo very important meetings, mind you.ââ Sue was a good mimic, and copied Steffieâs officious tone perfectly. Lucy almost smiled.
âHey, whatâs the matter?â prompted Sue. âYou look as if something awfulâs happened.â
âBarney came by with some bad news,â began Lucy, wishing there was some way to soften what she had to say. âTuckerâs dead.â
âWhat?â Sue didnât believe what she heard.
âItâs true. She was found dead this morning. A neighbor noticed the front door was open and called the police. Barney came here looking for an address book, so they can notify her family.â
âWas it an accident?â Sue was struggling to understand.
Lucy shook her head. âThey think she was strangled,â she said, her voice breaking.
âOh my God.â Sue collapsed on a little chair, her long, elegant legs splayed out at an awkward angle.
Noticing the increase in the volume of the childrenâs voices, Lucy turned her attention to them. Two of the girls were fighting over the brideâs veil in the dress-up corner and Justin and Matthew were crashing toy wooden cars into each other.
âOkay, quiet down,â she said, rising to her feet and giving Sueâs hand a little pat. âItâs time for a story.â
Back in the familiar groove of their daily routine, the children gathered on the rug in the corner and sat cross-legged. Lucy settled herself in the rocking chair and opened the first book that came to hand. Afterward, she couldnât have said what book it was, but it held the kidsâ attention. Then, knowing the drill, they unrolled their mats and settled down for quiet time. Lucy popped a cassette of soothing music into the tape recorder and went back to Sue.
âCan I get you some tea? Something to eat?â
Sue didnât respond, so Lucy put two mugs of water in the microwave to heat and raided the graham-cracker box once again. Hearing the ding, she dropped tea bags into the mugs.
âDrink this,â she urged Sue.
Sue took the mug with shaking hands. âI just canât believe this. I was with her yesterday.â
âI know.â Lucy sipped her tea. âYou know what I was thinking last night, when I was talking to Tucker? I was thinking how wonderful it would be to be young again and have my whole life ahead of me.â
Sue shook her head. âItâs not fair. She loved lifeâshe had so much enthusiasm. Once I asked her if she didnât get depressed sometimes, and you know what she said? She said she woke up every morning convinced that the day held something wonderful for her, and it was up to her to find that beautiful thing. It might be a smile from one of the kids, or a postcard from a friend, or a kittenâ¦â Sueâs face crumpled as she dissolved into tears.
Lucy wrapped an arm around Sueâs shoulder and let her cry, grateful they were hidden from the childrenâs view by a bookcase. Raffiâs gentle voice drifted across the room. Finally, Sueâs shoulders stopped heaving, and she wiped her eyes with a tissue.
âIâm sorry, Lucy. I donât know whatâs the matter with me. It must be the shock.â
âYou donât need to apologize. You have a right to grieve.â Lucy wondered who else would be grieving for Tucker and remembered Barneyâs visit. âYou know, Barney was looking for an address book but I donât think he found anything.â
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