southerners respect Lincoln.”
And
I said, Look darling, my great uncle almost saved
Lincoln’s life, so get off my back.
Besides I don’t
think the majority of southerners do respect
Lincoln.
Harriet was a girl from Baltimore,
she was born in Winnipeg
but her mother was from Seattle, home of the Mariners,
who lose games & most of whom don’t own
sailboats. We flew to Vancouver together
with her hand inside my shirt for most of the 4 hours
because she said the flight made her feel “queasy.”
She was bright.
She had an MA from Princeton & then she switched to
psychology.
But she
couldn’t tell me if B. Franklin’s parents were born
over here. He was 3rd or 4th generation, I think,
& she said, “I think American men are sexier
than Canadian men.”
And I said, What? Sexier
than Donald Sutherland,
or Harold Town? You think,
seriously, that Dan Quayle is sexier than David
Peterson?
And she said, “O, you’re always so precise.”
She was curled up in her seat as she said this,
but she was married; & we were in an
airplane, I think it was a DC 10,
I keep track. And it turned out she meant
sexier than this one specific hoary scotch&soda cheeks
guy in the VP ’ S office where she worked
at an advertising company
that did a lot of stuff for General Motors,
Canada Malting,
BOAC, & the Liberals, they had
the advertising budget for the Ontario Liberals. She
thought Emilio Estevez
was sexier than this vice-president at the company
where she worked; & I said, Okay, Harriet,
okay, no kidding. But life is funny
& as it turns out
she divorced her husband & married
the advertising VP, slope shoulders,
soft hands, the whole suitcase.
BUFFALO DANCES
Sometimes I think all these farms & highways
& major factories are about to swallow us. I don’t mean
physically, swallow, devour, like
an enormous train
accident. I mean our identity. Myself & Marcus & Evan
& Carol.
We will have to restructure some of our patterns,
produce new national symbols,
it will be raw at first,
a little bit like those red&yellow daubed figures
on scraped buffalo skin.
It will have to be different
than the specific myths of our cousins.
We should have our own flag, don’t you think?
And our own national animal.
It can’t be a buffalo,
they didn’t come this far west of Great Slave Lake,
not very often. Perhaps a horse. Does anyone else
have the horse as a national symbol? California, Ga.,
Alberta? And.
There are other dances, where you take
off the loose black shirt & blue jeans & the Argyle socks
& walk out in the fields just because you are tired
of the brass rails & the Mies van der Rohe buildings
& you are in love or you have a bottle,
one of those 2 things, & you want to walk
naked under the moon.
A LOAF OF BREAD ON YOUR ARM
When you go into Oliveto on a sunny
afternoon there is an immediate freshness,
the plump woman who comes to the counter has flour
on her hands; there is a smell of olive oil in the air.
Which makes me think,
somebody compared love to bread
the other day. It was Pieter, late at night,
at the San George