the world, and his mother would just have to accept that. Tomorrow morning he was going to sea and to freedom and no amount of pressure was going to stop him.
As he sat staring at the tobacco can and the long trail of smoke drifting from the shipâs stack back over the water, he noticed that the room had gone quiet. He looked up to discover that all eyes were on him.
âWell?â his mother asked.
âWell, what?â
âWhat have you got to say?â
âAbout what?â
âMother of God, youâre not even listening to me! I said Molly Kelloway told me that you and Hubert was planning to stow away on one of the sealing boats. Is that true?â
âWhere did she get that idea from?â
âHubert told Barb and she told her mother,â Alice interrupted. âBarb canât keep a secret for five minutes.â
Apparently it runs in the family, Jackie thought. Iâll teach him to keep his trap shut and stop talking to Barb.
âIs it true?â his mother insisted.
âWhat if it is?â
âWell, youâre quite the article now, arenât you? I got a mind to give you a good lickinâ for talking to me like that.â
âSorry.â
âLet me tell you something, mister. If you go running away on one of those boats Iâll soon take you down a buttonhole or two.â
âWhaâs wrong wit ya? I never said I was goinâ on any sealing boat,â he replied, long-faced, eyes downcast, lips pouting, wishing the conversation would end.
âNo, you didnât say you was, but you didnât say you wasnât, either.â A moment passed. âWell, are you going to answer my question?â
âNo, Iâm not goinâ on no sealinâ boat,â he replied slowly, looking defiantly into her face and deliberately enunciating every word.
âWell, just make sure you donât.â
She was not completely satisfied with the answer. As she lay in bed that evening she prepared herself for the worst. âItâs just a matter of time, Tom; if not this spring then next year for sure.â
âHeâs just a young gaffer who wants to have some fun,â said Tom, as he lay with his back to her. âBig talk, thatâs all. I used to be the same way.â
âWell, thereâs more sensible ways for him to have fun than running off and drowning himself. Iâm going to end up just like Mom, at home worried to death.â
âDid your father or your brothers drown?â
âWell, no, butââ
âThere you go, then. She worried for nothing. Go to sleep.â
âDonât you talk to me like that! Iâm not going to sleep. Why donât you take some interest in raising him? Iâve tried to convince him to stay in school but all he talks about is becoming a sailor. Heâs not old enough to make those kinds of decisions for himself. A good trimminâ is what he needs, to knock some sense into him. Did you hear the way he talked to me at the supper table this evening?â
âHeâs getting bigger now,â said Tom. âHe just wants to speak his mind.â
âWell, he can speak his mind without being saucy. Youâre gonna have to deal with him; I canât handle him anymore.â
âRight. Good night.â
Across the hall, Jackie could make out snippets of the muffled conversation. By this time tomorrow, he would have listened to her nagging voice for the last time. He couldnât wait.
He sprang out of bed in the morning and glanced out the window to check the weather for his big day. It was dreary and grayâpretty normalâbut nothing that would delay the departure of the fleet. Finding it hard to hide his excitement, he went through the Monday morning routineâbreakfast, chores, preparing for schoolâin his normal, uncommunicative way, trying not to attract attention.
He packed on all the warm clothes he could find, most
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