where she could observe without (she hoped) being unduly observed herself. The old chess players goggled, and the waiter looked at her curiously but took her order for coffee with reasonable grace. The café filled up slowly, and people did stare openly; but no one came over. She wondered, once or twice, if the waiter had said something to keep them away but decided he hadnât; why should he?
Because she was too shy to meet the eyes around her, she sketched instead, then studied the sketch closely. There was something there. Those faces, so proprietary, so at home, that they hinted at the existence of a closed and integral society; that precise positioning of chairs in just such a way as to attain maximum exposure while maintaining anchorage to a particular table; the faint indications of an elaborate and formal structure beneath the formless meandering on the surface: Nevo was like some great puzzle whose pieces wandered around of their own accord. When Sarita realized that the point of the picture would be to decipher the puzzle and paint the pieces in their proper places, she knew she had accepted the commission.
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âThen I quit,â Arik said.
âQuit if you must; but not till you cool off.â
âYouâre cool enough for both of us. You know, you surprise me, man. I thought, I come to Seltzer with a problem like this, heâs going to help out. Heâs got the resources. And you do, you bastard. You just donât have the will.â
âWe donât have the resources, Arik. Thatâs what Iâve been trying to tell you. Do you know what it costs to run a club like that? Not to mention your salary, which presumably you want paid.â
âThis party has branches all over the country. You canât plead poverty.â
âWeâre not going to close branches to support your project. Be reasonable. If we put every cent we have into the youth center, it wouldnât be enough, and thereâd be nothing left to continue the struggle.â
âWhat struggle?â Arik howled. âThe struggle to look yourself in the face every morning? The way youâre going itâs no wonder youâre losing it. Youâre so in love with the means youâve completely lost sight of the end.â
âArik, Arik,â Seltzer sighed. âSo impetuous, so like your father in his youth, before he sold out to Labor.â
âI donât want to talk about my father, and youâre in a poor position to talk about selling out.â
But Seltzer, warming to the subject, said, âWhy donât you talk to him? If anyone can raise the money, he can. It would be small change to Labor. Or he could shake down that fat kibbutz of his.â
âYou hypocrite. What happened to all that crap youâve been handing out these past months, about the natural alliance between Sheli and Mitria? All that heart-rending rhetoric about saving their black, Likud-tainted souls and showing them the light? The minute it looks like costing more than talk, youâre ready to toss the whole package over to Labor.â
David Seltzer was an owlish man of fifty-six. He had a headful of gray curls, beady brown eyes, eloquent hands, and a smokerâs cough. Heâd been a Hagana comrade of Arikâs father, Uri Eshel, and though their political paths had diverged, theyâd remained close friends. Arik liked him anyway, or had until today. David Seltzer spread his hands and leaned forward.
âIâm not tossing them away. Youâve done great things with those kids, Arik, great things. Until you came along, they were nothing but hoodlums; in the course of one year you not only had them organized but had them organizing others. The wonder of it is not that you got fired but that the Ministry took so long about it. Believe it or not, my friend, your firing and the closing of the Jaffa Youth Center are very good signs. It shows
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