firm on the bottom of the pool, and said over his shoulder, âOkay. You can look if you want.â
I began to lift up his shirt over his back, slowly, deliberately, like the rising of a curtain; and the scene it revealed was almost too much to bear.
His back was a battlefield.
Discolored flesh over old scars. I remembered stories about how they used to punish sailors by dragging them under a ship from one side to another across the rough, barnacle-encrusted hull. Keelhauling, they called it. Brewster looked like he had been keelhauled. Not once, but over and over. It wasnât just his back, either, because the marks extended around to his stomach and chest; and after I had pulled his shirt over his head and free from his arms, I could see a few marks on his arms as well. Although I couldnât see his legs underwater, I imagined theyhadnât escaped the devastation either. I hadnât noticed it when heâd stepped into the pool; but then, I hadnât been looking.
I rarely feel true hatred toward anyone, but right then I despised the author of those wounds, glaringly written across his body like blunt hieroglyphics.
âWho did this to you?â
âNo one,â he said. Why did I know he would say that?
âYou need to tell someone. The police, social servicesâanybody! Is it your uncle?â
âNo! I told you it was nobody!â
âIf you wonât go to the police, I will!â
He turned to me, furious. âYou said to trust you!â
âBut youâre lying to me! I have to trust you, too, and youâre lying, because things like this just donât appear out of nowhere!â
âHow do you know they donât?â
I took a deep breath and clenched my teeth. I didnât want any of the anger I was feeling to be directed at him. âIf your uncle beats you, it will never stop if you donât do something about it.â
Rather than answer me, he turned to Cody, who was now standing just a few yards away, chest-deep in the water.
âCody, does Uncle Hoyt beat me?â
Cody seemed scared. He looked to Brew, then to me, then back to Brew again.
âItâs okay,â Brew said to him. âTell her the truth.â
Cody turned to me and shook his head. âNo, Uncle Hoytâs afraid of Brewster.â
âHas he ever hit me, even once?â Brew asked his brother.
Cody shook his head again. âNo. Never.â
Brew turned to me. âThere. You see?â
Although I still didnât entirely believe it, there was an honesty in Brewâs eyes. So I had to look for another explanation. The only other logical explanation was something I didnât want to consider, but I had to. And I had to ask.
âThenâ¦do you do it to yourself?â
âNo,â he answered. âItâs not that either.â
I was relieved, but I still knew no more than before. âWhat then?â
He glanced at his brother, then around the pool, as if there might be someone nearby whoâd hear what he was about to say. But we were all alone.
Finally he took a long look at me and shrugged, like it was nothing.
âItâs a condition,â he said. âThatâs allâjust a condition. I bruise easily, and Iâve got thin skin. I always have. Sorry to disappoint you, but thatâs all it is. A condition.â
I waited for more, but thatâs all he offered. I do know that people with low levels of iron in their blood tend to bruise easily, but it just didnât ring true. âYou meanâ¦like anemia?â
He nodded. I could sense immense sorrow in that nod. âSomething like that.â
17) CONUNDRUM
Things were more strained than usual at dinner that night, but it could just have been that my senses were on high alert. Things around me had become confusing; I didnât know if I could trust my own perceptions anymore, and my thoughts were preoccupied with Brewster.
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