wore a jacket with red leather sleeves and a wool cap with writing. Here the whole row was dressed in indoor clothes, plain long sleeved tees, hands hidden, but there he was. Short hair with a jagged cut hairline and a tattoo curling up the side of his neck.
âItâs four. Iâm sure.â
The last was as impossible as the second. Someone came in to turn on the lights and tell me I was free to go. A thank you and a card for any further contact.
I was shaking.
The two library workers were in the hall.
âYou came alone, so we thought weâd wait for you. Itâs stressful, isnât it? Are you doing okay?â
âSure.â And suddenly, I was a little better. âBut how are you doing? I am just so stunned about Savanna.â
âStunned. Lord, yes. She âs been with us three years. We get attached to those kids. I know her aunt, so I spoke to her.â She shook her head. âThat family is devastated, of course. The aunt said nothing left to do but pray so we will do that.â
I didnât know what to say. Iâm not a great believer in the usefulness of prayer, but I did not want to be rude.
âNow I was raised up in the church too, but today, Iâm thinking a couple of good friends with baseball bats would be more useful.â
âOh, Wilson, please! It wonât help Savanna one bit.â
âBut it would make me feel better! After I became a grown man, I stopped beating on people, but right nowâ¦â He shook his head.
I wonât lie. I kind of agreed with him.
âDid we all pick out the baby gangsta? One with the tattoos? He their so-called leader?â
We had and I was reassured. There were no mistakes on this and they knew the other two I had not been able to pick out.
And we had all chosen the same first boy.
âIn my opinion, that oneâs a juicer. Got that muscled-up look, know what I mean? Because of boxing. Short temper, too.â
âAround here a lot of boys box,â Ms. Talbot explained. âThey all think they could be the next Mike Tyson or Riddick Bowes. Thatâs the only history some of them know.â
I was surprised and Ms. Talbot snorted. âOh, yes, they are both Brownsville boys. Lots of others too.â
Wilson cut in. âOr some of these kids just want to look like they are boxers without doing the real work. They have short tempers and no sense. No hope, neither, but I am not feeling too sad for their poor little angry selves this day.â
We had reached my car, and I offered to run them over to work. They invited me in to have lunch. It was the day the staff did a barbecue order.
The building would not be open to the public for a while, but a young girl was stacking books onto a cart.
âDeandra, come over here. No, nothing is wrong. I know you all been texting back and forth about Savanna. Is there any news? Have you seen her mama?â
Her eyes filled with tears. âNo, Miz Talbot. I have not heard anything.â Her voice was a whisper.
Mrs. Talbot looked at her with suspicion. âThat includes gossip in your building lobby? And on the street?â
Cautiously, Deandra said, âThem boys who been bothering her? I hear they in for questioning. Lotta talk about it. Everyone afraid of them and think they did it.â
Ms. Talbot turned back to me. âI heard some of that myself and I donât even live around here.â
âI thoughtâ¦â
âNo, no, no. Not for years. Moved my family out to Long Island soon as I had the money. So maybe there is some progress. Some police around here donât care at all, lazy pigs, but some do. They were here and asked us for everything we know. And Zora? Savannaâs mother? She is active hereabouts. She knows how to be heard, thatâs for sure.â
âTurns out I knew her, just a bit, a long time ago in school.â
âNo! Small world, sometimes, isnât it, in this big city? Was she kind
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