buildingside-on to the main road, butted up against a pawn shop that used to be a tube station. âItâs facing the wrong way because thatâs the way the train track used to go, when that house was all by itself, a dayâs ride from the city, surrounded by land. Thereâs a shot of it in the book, and a drawing.â
I turned around to watch it disappear, the house from another time that Iâd never even noticed before. I thought, Heâs been here five minutes and he knows more about where I live than I do.
I was worried about what to say in the van. Usually, when it matters, Iâm no good at talking. Stuff has to go through Customs before itâs allowed out of my mouth. I imagine saying my thing, and I imagine the response, and the whole conversation happens, locked away in my head, with no one actually saying a word. Harper didnât have that problem. He didnât have Customs. That boy asked so many questions and had so much to say, and he was just this wealth of facts and figures and crazy pieces of information. I wondered how the hell he remembered everything. I didnât need to worry at all.
We went to Trafalgar Square, St. Martinâs Church, and Chinatown. Places Iâd seen so many times before without actually seeing them. Places Iâd stared at while I was waiting for a bus, or slouched around at the back of the line on a school trip. Harper was so into everything hesaw. He had Stroma on his shoulders and he was chatting with her about the buildings and the statues and the people they passed.
We went to the National Gallery. We were in there for nearly two hours. Stroma had never been before. She didnât want to leave.
I felt like Iâd been going around with my eyes closed.
I got a text from Bee saying, WHERE R U ??
I sent one back that said, GOING ROUND THE WORLD WITH S AND HG .
Her next one said, ILL MISS U so I answered, BACK BY BEDTIME XX .
Harper asked me what I was laughing at and I told him. âWhoâs Bee again?â he said.
âMy other new friend,â I answered. âYouâll like her.â
On the way home we drove through a blossom storm near Russell Square. The street was long and gray and I didnât notice the trees until the wind picked up. Suddenly there were petals everywhere, small, pale pink, and hurtling through the air. Harper had to put the windshield wipers on to see.
Outside the apartments on Hampstead Road there was a group of kids we knew, all ages. Loads of the kids from Stromaâs school live there. She saw them first and hung out of the little side window, waving and shouting. I joined in and we laughed at the looks on their faces, us in a souped-up ambulance, cruising past.
âThe trouble with a city,â Harper said, pulling into a space outside our house, âis if you leave, it doesnât miss you. Youâre totally dispensable. It doesnât even notice youâre gone.â
âThatâs a good thing, isnât it?â I said. âIsnât it better if things go along fine without you?â
He smiled and said heâd never thought of it like that before.
We climbed out of the van. Stroma was exhausted. It had started to rain. It didnât look like anyone was at home, but that didnât mean anything.
âWill you be all right?â he said, and I wanted to say exactly how all right I was, thanks to him. But standing there in front of our dark, sad house I couldnât make myself say much, so I just smiled and nodded.
Stroma threw herself against his legs and said she had so much news now to write at school on Monday morning. He bent right down and kissed her on the top of the head, and then he looked at me and said, âSee you.â
God, please, yes, I thought, and I walked up the path and put my key in the door.
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Weâd been in about ten minutes and Stroma was playing in her room when Dad rang. âRowan, where have you been all
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