already working as a dispatcher at the Com Center. When I was on days, Jared went to day care, but when I pulled night shift, Jared and Richie were home alone. There in the hospital room I knew I couldnât risk doing that any moreâI couldnât leave either one of the kids alone with their father. Thatâs when I filed for a divorce. It took two years for it to be final.â
Sue paused and seemed to be waiting for me to say something. âI didnât know any of this,â I said at last. âYou never mentioned it.â
She shrugged. âI was embarrassed, I guess. Itâs just that Richie can be so damned charming when he wants to beâat least with outsiders. He was charming with me, too, in the beginningâjust as long as he had his own way. I guess I didnât want anyone to know that I had chosen soâ¦well, so badly,â she finished lamely. âI thought I was smarter than that.â
The waitress came to clear our places. âWas something wrong with the red beans and rice?â she asked, frowning as she picked up Sueâs still-heaping plate.
âNo,â Sue returned. âIt was fine, really. I just wasnât as hungry as I thought I was.â
âWould you like to take it home?â
âI donât think soâ¦â
âWhat about the boys?â I interrupted. âWouldnât one of them like it? Iâve never met a teenaged boy who didnât have at least one hollow leg.â
Smiling halfheartedly, Sue nodded at the waitress. âOkay,â she said. âYou win. Iâll take it with me.â
The waitress disappeared. I turned back to Sue. âIs that whatâs worrying you now?â I asked. âAre you afraid that Richie might turn violent with the boys while theyâre on this trip to California?â
Her face paled. âIâve been so pissed at the whole idea that I didnât even think about the possibilityâuntil just now, although God knows I should have. Heâs a big guy, Beau. Six five. Two hundred and sixty pounds the last I saw him. Itâs my job to protect the kids. If he were to hurt one of them, Iâd never forgive myself.â
Why is it people fall for the wrong person? Then, when the inevitable happens, they spend the rest of their lives trying to get over it. Thatâs what happened to me with Anne Corley, and this was much the same. Sue Danielson had never forgiven herself for that long-ago kick to the belly that had catapulted Christopher Danielson into the world some two months prior to his due date.
âWhat would you do if you were in my shoes, Beau?â Sue was asking earnestly. âWould you let the boys go with him or not?â
Having been a fatherless boy myself, I knew this territory painfully wellâfrom the inside out. I knew how much it would have meant for me to have had the chance to spend some time with my own father just once in my life. A three-day trip to Disneyland would have been a gift beyond compare. Unfortunately, my father died long before I was even born. But I could also see the situation from Sueâs point of view. Why should she let the boys go off on a trip with a worthless yahoo who didnât pay child support and who might very well turn violent if things didnât go just right? On the other hand, if she kept the boys home and Richie had somehow come to his senses in the meantime, she might very well be denying her sons their one chance of ever having any kind of workable relationship with their father.
âDid Jared witness that first beating?â I asked. Despite the fact that the truth had to be otherwise, I allowed Sue her pride-saving pretense that there had been only one serious episode of violence in her relationship with her former husband.
Blood rushed back to her pale cheeks. âYes,â she managed.
âDoes he remember it?â
âI donât know. Iâve never asked
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