Esmé argued.
Rudy set Esméâs coffee in front of her and sat down himself. âStop being awkward, Esmé. Itâs only a way of matching fairly and protecting our own. You females get your chance. Itâs only the top female who mates with the victor. She has to be the strongest and the smartest to ensure our survival.â
âYeah, great, some chance. Itâs a maleâs world, isnât it? A female may be queen bitch but
she
doesnât get to choose her king.â
âYou loved Ivan, didnât you, Sis?â Rudy asked. âYou didnât beat the crap out of every new girl who came along with a challenge just for the status.â
Vivian watched her motherâs face closely.
Esmé glanced down, but not before Vivian saw her eyes soften. âYeah,â Esmé said.
âAnd he loved you. You had his tail between your teeth. Whoâs to say the queen bitch isnât the real pack leader?â
Yes,
Vivian thought.
Mom always got her way with Dad.
But what if sheâd wanted the power but not him? She couldnât have had it.
âSo you had options,â said Rudy. âYou didnât have to fight for the leader. A female can choose any other mate as long as heâll have her.â
âThatâs a mockery,â Vivian said, startling them. âThe match still has to be pack approved, and she isnât even allowed to whelp without the permission of the leader. What kind of choice is that?â
âWell,â Rudy said, amusement in his eyes. âI didnât know we had another rebel in the house.â
Esmé laughed. âSheâs a teenager, for Moonâs sake. Sheâs supposed to rebel.â
Vivian bristled. How easily they dismissed her feelings as a stage she was going through. Her mouth closed into a thin line.
Esmé grinned and winked at Vivian. âNever mind, babe. Iâm sure we wonât dare deny you when you make your choice. Youâd make our lives too miserable.â
Yeah?
Vivian thought.
I might surprise you.
She glared at her mother and drank in silence.
Dammit, thereâs no reason I should let pack traditions rule me,
she decided.
The Law is supposed to keep us safe and strong and able to birth healthy children, yet the Law wants us to tear each other apart to find a leader. The Lawâs a bunch of hypocrisy.
In her room, relaxed after a shower, Vivian stood in the breeze of her fan, enjoying the coolness of air on her wet skin. She smiled lazily, imagining fingers trailing instead of water drops.
There must be a way to cope with Aiden,
she thought.
There has to be.
But was Aiden angry with her after last night? She had ruined his surprise. The boys she had known in the past would have been pissed. But then, he wasnât like the boys she had known, was he? That was the point.
She walked down the hall to the phone.
8
âWhy does he have to drag parents into this?â Vivian grumbled as she ransacked her closet.
Aidenâs family were having their first cookout of the season to celebrate the end of school, and Aiden had invited her along.
âItâll just be casual,â heâd told her.
Casual! What was so casual about being inspected by parents?
The weather was too hot for jeans, so she pulled out a scarlet tank dress. Parents liked girls in dresses, didnât they? She wanted them to like her, for his sake. She wiggled into the sheath of cotton and swept her thick hair back with combs. But that didnât mean she couldnât dress for him, too.
Rudy shook his head when he saw her come downstairs. âGod help the poor bastard, whoever he is.â
Aiden honked outside, and she hurried out before Esmé could have a chance to see who she was leaving with.
She was pleased with Aidenâs low whistle when he saw her, and not even the kiss she gave him could completely wipe the silly grin off his face.
Vivian could smell the aroma of charcoal as soon
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