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sanity. Not just because Corbin spoke them, but because they stroked Levi’s body with the memory of Sonja’s lips under his.
His cock pulsed.
Corbin’s gaze fell to the stirring organ. His nostrils flared at the sight greeting him—a dick only a moment ago flaccid, now semi-stiff. And growing harder.
“I want to feel that life in you, Levi,” he said, motionless. “I want to experience it with you, and if Sonja is what makes you alive…even if only for the moment…if Sonja—whoever she is—is what helps you find the way out of your numb refusal to feel anything with me, then I want her to help you. Just let me be there as she does. Let me be there when you finally live again. And then be alive with me.”
The knot in Levi’s gut was a twisted ball of torment. “I am alive with you, Cor,” he said, his voice a broken whisper.
Corbin shook his head. “No, you’re not. Not at the moment. But you were with her, so alive the world damn near shook with the force. Everyone in that bar could feel it, babe. They feasted on it, thrived on it. And I did too.”
He took a step forward, and Levi couldn’t help but notice that, even though pain swam in Corbin’s blue eyes, the crotch of his jeans was tented.
Corbin was aroused.
By the sight of Levi naked and wet before him? Or by the memory of Levi kissing Sonja?
Does it matter?
Tight pain strapped around Levi’s chest and he ground his teeth. It didn’t. At this point in time, it didn’t.
Letting out a long, slow breath, he met his lover’s stare. “You really want this? You want me to invite my old high school girlfriend into our bed?”
Corbin’s Adam’s apple slid up and down the smooth column of his throat. “I do.”
Levi’s heart thumped fast at the answer. “So you can watch me fuck her?”
When Corbin shook his head, Levi’s breath caught. “You want us both…” He stopped. Stared at the man he loved.
“Yes.”
Levi felt hot, eager blood flood into his already stiffening cock. “You want to fuck me while I’m fucking her?”
Corbin nodded. The bulge in his jeans twitched.
“You want to be inside my body while I’m inside hers?”
“Yes. And…more.”
A thick spasm claimed Levi’s dick at the assertion. “Do you want to fuck her as well, Cor? You’ve never been with a woman before. You told me so years ago. Do you want to feel your cock sink into her slick, wet pussy?”
The faintest groan fell from Corbin’s lips. But still, he didn’t move. Didn’t crumble.
Levi stared at him. He hungered for what Corbin suggested. No, not just hungered for it. Craved it.
Needed it.
“How is it possible,” he whispered, every molecule in his body aching for Corbin, “that the man I love more than life knew I was in such a numb state when I didn’t?”
Corbin’s lips stretched in a smile so haunted Levi damn near crumpled to the ground. “That’s what love is, Levi. Knowing the secrets of the soul even when they’re not spoken aloud.”
A hot lump filled Levi’s throat. “Is this how we move forward? Is this how we fix us?”
Corbin shrugged. “It’s how we begin, I think.”
“What happens if she says no?”
Corbin laughed again, the ironic, self-deprecating laugh that had drawn Levi to him in the first place all those years ago on a Hollywood set, when Corbin had been openly gay and Levi was still hiding in the depths of a closet. “What happens if she says no? Babe, what happens if she says yes ?”
An image of Sonja straddling Corbin’s hips, his mouth feasting on her breast, his hands worshipping her body filled Levi’s head, hot, vivid and exquisitely arousing.
Levi let out a ragged breath.
Fuck, how would they ever recover from this?
How would they survive it?
He studied Corbin, every molecule in his body charged with conflicted desire. “Question?”
Corbin nodded. His gaze swept over Levi, lingering for a moment on his groin. Levi’s cock pulsed in response to the visual caress. He may be
His cock pulsed.
Corbin’s gaze fell to the stirring organ. His nostrils flared at the sight greeting him—a dick only a moment ago flaccid, now semi-stiff. And growing harder.
“I want to feel that life in you, Levi,” he said, motionless. “I want to experience it with you, and if Sonja is what makes you alive…even if only for the moment…if Sonja—whoever she is—is what helps you find the way out of your numb refusal to feel anything with me, then I want her to help you. Just let me be there as she does. Let me be there when you finally live again. And then be alive with me.”
The knot in Levi’s gut was a twisted ball of torment. “I am alive with you, Cor,” he said, his voice a broken whisper.
Corbin shook his head. “No, you’re not. Not at the moment. But you were with her, so alive the world damn near shook with the force. Everyone in that bar could feel it, babe. They feasted on it, thrived on it. And I did too.”
He took a step forward, and Levi couldn’t help but notice that, even though pain swam in Corbin’s blue eyes, the crotch of his jeans was tented.
Corbin was aroused.
By the sight of Levi naked and wet before him? Or by the memory of Levi kissing Sonja?
Does it matter?
Tight pain strapped around Levi’s chest and he ground his teeth. It didn’t. At this point in time, it didn’t.
Letting out a long, slow breath, he met his lover’s stare. “You really want this? You want me to invite my old high school girlfriend into our bed?”
Corbin’s Adam’s apple slid up and down the smooth column of his throat. “I do.”
Levi’s heart thumped fast at the answer. “So you can watch me fuck her?”
When Corbin shook his head, Levi’s breath caught. “You want us both…” He stopped. Stared at the man he loved.
“Yes.”
Levi felt hot, eager blood flood into his already stiffening cock. “You want to fuck me while I’m fucking her?”
Corbin nodded. The bulge in his jeans twitched.
“You want to be inside my body while I’m inside hers?”
“Yes. And…more.”
A thick spasm claimed Levi’s dick at the assertion. “Do you want to fuck her as well, Cor? You’ve never been with a woman before. You told me so years ago. Do you want to feel your cock sink into her slick, wet pussy?”
The faintest groan fell from Corbin’s lips. But still, he didn’t move. Didn’t crumble.
Levi stared at him. He hungered for what Corbin suggested. No, not just hungered for it. Craved it.
Needed it.
“How is it possible,” he whispered, every molecule in his body aching for Corbin, “that the man I love more than life knew I was in such a numb state when I didn’t?”
Corbin’s lips stretched in a smile so haunted Levi damn near crumpled to the ground. “That’s what love is, Levi. Knowing the secrets of the soul even when they’re not spoken aloud.”
A hot lump filled Levi’s throat. “Is this how we move forward? Is this how we fix us?”
Corbin shrugged. “It’s how we begin, I think.”
“What happens if she says no?”
Corbin laughed again, the ironic, self-deprecating laugh that had drawn Levi to him in the first place all those years ago on a Hollywood set, when Corbin had been openly gay and Levi was still hiding in the depths of a closet. “What happens if she says no? Babe, what happens if she says yes ?”
An image of Sonja straddling Corbin’s hips, his mouth feasting on her breast, his hands worshipping her body filled Levi’s head, hot, vivid and exquisitely arousing.
Levi let out a ragged breath.
Fuck, how would they ever recover from this?
How would they survive it?
He studied Corbin, every molecule in his body charged with conflicted desire. “Question?”
Corbin nodded. His gaze swept over Levi, lingering for a moment on his groin. Levi’s cock pulsed in response to the visual caress. He may be
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