do they grow? I have a vague idea of the fruit on the branches, but what does the tree itself look like? Perhaps they donât grow on trees at all but the devil pours them into the bins at the grocers when we are not looking.
The obsequious Mr Saunders slithers away with his instructions and says that heâll contact my father with a quote next week â he needs to confer with Beelzebub first. The funâs gone out of it altogether. Perhaps I wonât have a garden at this house at all. I look up at the gums drooping over the stubbly brown grass and I droop too.
Father putters home, he looks tired and painfully sober, and suggests we retire to the parlour for a sprawl. He pours himself a fat finger of malt and it disappears into him before he says: âSo how did it go with the Ackermans, my girl?â
I tell him all about it, leaving out my idiotic rhapsody at the end, of course, and emphasising that The Lad appeared vastly improved in spirits, leaving out that he appeared magnificent, actually.
âGood, good,â he nods, well pleased with me. Why, I donât know; it seems such a simple exchange as I told it just now. What lessons as to the tangled world and poverty and hypocrisy was I supposed to take from it? The questions are on the tip of my tongue when he says: âItâd be a fine idea to go back in a week or two to pay a call on Mrs Ackerman, introduce yourself and let her know sheâs not forgotten, hmm?â
I stare.
âThe ladâll be starved for company too no doubt.â
Hmm indeed. The Lithgow conspiracy envelops me again and I am fast beginning to suspect that my father is its ringleader.
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DANIEL
Sheâs come back all right. Iâm exactly where I was before, exactly a week later, except Iâm fully clothed, because itâs freezing, waiting to see whoâs coming round the back. And bloody grateful now that someoneâs coming because Iâve never been so bored in all my life. Itâs just me and Mum all week: I watch her cooking, sweeping, dusting, and in the garden, and milking Beatrice, and doing the washing, folding it and putting it away, then reading something or other out here in the sun, and I realise something as I watch her: sheâs peaceful in her quietness, and maybe she steadies herself in her routines. Iâm lost without mine. And out of sorts about it. Which side of my arse needs a break now? How long will it take for that itch under the cast to shove off? If it happens beyond my knee, I canât reach it with anything. Jesus. And every time I get up and lurch around, my head spins from the rush of blood. Mum says: âStay put. It will heal quicker.â No it bloody wonât. Iâm nearly ready to beg to be let back in the Wattle. And that thought turns my head inside out, running through everything again. Shut it off. I even wonder once or twice if Dad got the better deal. I donât really, Iâm just that bloody bored. Soon I wonât be able to sit out here at all; winterâll be here in the next five minutes; donât want to think about what Iâll be like indoors.
Mumâs gone on her peaceful and steady way up to town to get flour and eggs, half her luck, and I hear that pony and trap pull up. I think Iâm imagining it, Iâm that badly hopeful, then I think it must be Mrs Moran, who said sheâd stop by again to check my circulation. On Saturday she told me it was important I keep moving my toes, meaning that failure to do this might result in worse things. Thatâs been another thing to think about. But when I hear the knock I know itâs Francine Connolly. Still, I donât believe it. Until she comes round, trips up a bit on nothing that I can see on the ground, like she does it every day, and says: âHello.â
And I donât know what to say. All I can think of is that I havenât had a shave yet today, which is very unlike me; wonât let
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