that when I saw how thick the caterpillarsâ coats were last summer.â
Jacob found himself smiling briefly. His grandfather put great stock in things like this. Taking his seat at the large oak table, he pulled his chair up close and looked up, saying, âAnd the acorn shells were thicker than usual this year.â
âThatâs another sign. Itâs going to be bitter cold before weâre out of this. You mark my words.â Moving over to the table, James pulled out one of the Windsor chairs and sat down. He was a well-preserved man, firm and somewhat thicker around the middle than when he was younger. Still, there was an alert air about him as he studied his grandsonâs face. âHow was the party?â he asked, watching the expression on Jacobâs face carefully.
âVery good.â
The reply was brief, and Jacob was relieved when his grandmother entered carrying a silver bowl with a cover. âGood morning, Grandma,â he said. âCan I help you bring something in?â
âNo, itâs just oatmeal, bacon, and eggs this morning. How was the party?â
âCrowded.â Jacobâs brief reply brought a cautious look into his grandmotherâs eyes.
âDid you have a good time?â
âYes, I did. The music was good.â He looked around rather nervously and said, âWhereâs . . .â He started to say âmy fatherâ but could not bring himself to frame the words. After a noticeable hesitation, he said, âWhere are our guests?â
âTheyâve gone to see about Paul and Rhodaâs wedding,â James Spencer said. âI think you ought to attend. Weâll be going.â
Jacob desperately did not want to attend any function where he would have to look at his father. He had mixed emotions on finding out that his father and Sequatchie were gone. He did not want another scene with him, and yet there was something in him that drew him to his father. âIf you say so, Grandpa.â
The two waited until Esther had brought the rest of the food in, then James bowed his head and asked a blessing. He ended by saying, âWe thank thee, O Lord, that you have brought our son back home, if only for a little while. In Jesusâ name.â
The meal was quiet. Jacob was depressed, not understanding fully why he felt so miserable. He knew his grandparents were puzzled, and even hurt at his behavior. Breaking the silence, he finally said diffidently, âIâm sorry that I have to disappoint my father.â He said the word âfatherâ this time with a distinct effort, then added, âBut I donât really want to have anything to do with him.â
A swift glance passed between the Spencers, and it was James who leaned forward and put his hands flat on the table as he stared at his grandson. âI think we need to talk about this, Jacob.â
âThereâs nothing to talk about. Iâm not going to live with him.â There was a flatness to the young manâs reply, and his dark eyes contained a stubbornness that the older people had learned to recognize. âHe abandoned me, and he canât just come waltzing in here and expect to become a father to me as easily as if . . . as if he picked up a new puppy!â
âIt isnât like that at all, Jacob,â Esther protested. âYour fatherâs had his difficulties.â
âYes, he has, hasnât he? But I havenât been one of them.â
There was such raw bitterness in Jacobâs voice that James involuntarily shook his head. He was totally devoted to this young man who had grown up in his house from the day he was born. He had pride in him, too, for he knew that Jacob had strengths that had been emerging all of his life. Now that he stood on the verge of manhood, James Spencer was pained and grieved to think that Jacob was hardening himself in this fashion.
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