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James and Esther were staring at Hawk. It was something they had never thought of, but now James said, âIt would be very good, Jacob, for you to spend some time with your father.â
But Jacob was staring at his father. Up until this moment he had kept his temper, but now he said coldly, âYou left me here sixteen years ago, and now you come here unannounced and say, âCome live with me,â and expect everything to be fine. Iâve got a life here with my grandparents, after I was abandoned by a father who obviously didnât care one bean about me.â He saw his words strike against his fatherâs face and took a perverse pleasure in hurting him. And then he did something that he regretted the moment he said it. âBesides, Iâm thinking of getting married.â
âMarried?â Hawk said, his eyes opening wide with surprise. âBut youâre only sixteen.â
âI donât mean right now, but Iâm in love with a young woman named Annabelle Denton.â In his anger he forgot his promise to Annabelle to say nothing about marriage. Curtly he ended by saying, âYouâre not really my father. I think you should go back to the frontier with your other family, especially the son youâre so proud of. Forget about me, because Iâm going to try to forget about you!â He whirled and left the room, and they heard the front door slam.
A silence reigned over the room for a moment, and James said quickly, âJacob will calm down and probably change his mind. After all, itâs a pretty big shock for him.â
âYes, it is,â Esther said. She came over and touched Hawkâs arm gently. âDonât be angry, son.â
âIâm not angry. I understand, and really I deserve everything the boy said.â
âIâll talk to him,â Esther said.
âNo, donât do that, Mother. I wouldnât force him to do something against his will. You two have been a real blessing in his life, actually his mother and father. Iâll tell him I wonât bother him again if he doesnât want me to.â
Esther was closer to Hawk than the others. His face was turned slightly away, and for the first time since he was a very small child, she saw something that shocked her. This tall, strong man who had braved the wilderness and was able to handle anything that came his way had tears in his eyes. She reached out and whispered, âGod has brought you back to Him, Josh, and now Heâs not going to forget you. Youâll have your son again.â
Chapter Five
Jacob and His Father
A fitful nightâs sleep had left faint dark circles under Jacobâs eyes. As he left his room and moved down the hall to the landing, he felt miserable and discontented. He put his hand on the polished walnut, remembering his delight in sliding down the curving banister when he was younger. I must have gotten in trouble a hundred times over this banister! The memories of that time came back as he descended to the first floor, and he found himself longing for those halcyon days when life had been so much simpler. He was a thoughtful, introspective young man, at times retreating from reality into a secret world of dreams and longings. Now as he entered the dining room, he shook his shoulders, forcing himself to assume a more pleasant expression.
âGood morning, Grandpa.â
âGood morning, Jake.â James Spencer had been standing at the mullioned window looking out at the oak tree that had shed all its leaves and now appeared bare and dark against the gray November sky. A brisk wind was stirring the crisp leaves that lay around the base of the huge tree, catching them up into a miniature tornado that swept across the flat ground and dissipated as they collided with a green hedge of holly decorated with crimson berries. Clasping his hands behind his back, James commented, âItâs going to be a cold winter. I knew
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