walls. I'm so aroused that I
can feel my heartbeat through my clit. I've never been this turned on
before.
I feel his tongue
lap at the seam of my lips, and I curl my fingers into the comforter
below, realizing what's about to happen. He noses in deeper, getting
at my core, causing my hips to buck as his tongue touches on that
sensitive forbidden spot where all my desire lies. My thighs tremble
as he assaults it with vigor, licking and sucking until I cry out
from over-stimulation. Contractions rip through me, making the place
between my legs throb with undeniable pleasure. I just came all over
his face.
“ You
taste amazing,” he moans into me, lapping at the wetness
seeping out.
I want to cover my
face and hide. That's the first orgasm I've ever had with a man, and
it happened so quickly. I'm not sure if that's normal or not. I just
know it felt amazing, and I want him to do it again.
“ I'm
sorry,” I stutter between breaths, trying to regain my
composure.
“ Don't
be. I like that you're so responsive.” He emerges from between
my legs, his lips glistening. He licks them and then groans slightly
as if he enjoys the taste.
I lay there and
watch as he straightens himself, giving his cock a few warmup
strokes. It's so thick and imposing. Panic races through me as I once
again consider if this is the right thing to do or not. It's very
possible that he'll have sex with me and then discard me like
yesterday's news. He's been so good to me though, so sweet and
affectionate. If he's playing me, then he should win an Oscar.
“ Tristan,
I'm scared,” I admit, letting my vulnerability shine through.
“ Of
what?” He gives me a look of concern that sets my mind at ease.
At this point in the game, most guys wouldn't care. They'd be so
focused on sex that everything would be about getting what they want.
Tristan is different though. He does care. Or, at least, he makes me
think he does.
“ I've
never done this before.” I close my eyes, feeling like I'm
confessing some sin to the preacher.
“ You're
a virgin,” there's no surprise in his voice.
“ I
told myself I'd only give myself to the man I married. This isn't how
I thought things would happen.”
“ How
do you know I'm not that man?” The right words again. He's far
too good at this.
I open my eyes and
look directly at him, needing him to see how serious I am. “Please,
don't break my heart.”
He doesn't reply. He
simply moves forward, grabbing my legs and hooking them over his hips
before he leans over me to guide his glans to my pussy. My heartbeat
is in my throat as the seconds tick by like hours. This is it. I'm
about to lose my virginity to him. I'm about to give myself to a man
I've only met twice. A man who has managed to charm his way into my
pants. This is wrong. I know that, but I can't stop it. I want him
too badly.
He presses inside
slowly, causing pain to surge between my legs. He's not all the way
in yet, I can tell. He pauses, simply standing there and observing my
face for a moment. “I'm at your entrance. One push, and you
won't be a virgin anymore. Are you sure you want this?”
I can't believe he's
giving me the chance to back out now. There's something endearing
about it, the fact that he has such consideration. I wonder what he'd
do if I told him no. There's no way of knowing though, because I say,
“Yes.”
His eyes scan over
my face a final time, landing on my lips. Then he grips my hips and
pushes, thrusting all the way in. My back arches as he breaks through
my barrier, filling me with his girth. There's a pinch of pain
accompanied by a delicious throbbing that I never expected. My inner
walls fight against him, clenching around his cock, forcing moans to
fall from his perfect lips. He's lost in pleasure for a few brief
moments before he looks at me and asks if I'm alright.
“ Mhm.”
I nod, trying to keep the pained look from my face. “Can we
move up on the bed? I want you on top of me. I want to put my arms
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