balling them into pairs.
âNorthville. Me and a mate.â
âIâm impressed. Does this mean youâre sticking to the promotion you got?â
âTheyâve made it permanent. Not bad, eh?â
âShocking.â I continued to ball the socks. âDen, do you remember those so-called legal highs you had once?â
âEr â¦â Dennon looked me over, trying to spot the trick in my question. âSort of.â
âHow much do you know about that drug?â
âCome on, Sabbie, you were the one that was all over the Internet about it. Youâre the one with the facts.â
âIâm trying to remember. Para-meth -something? PMA, and lots of pretty names for it too. Pink Lady?â
âDr. Death, we called it. Some guy round my mateâs place, he had some. We bought half a doz each. Thought theyâd be the same as E.â
âWerenât they the same?â
âYeah and no. They were bloody amazing, but mad. One minute thereâs nothing there at all, and the next, youâre trippinâ balls.â
âSo you did take it?â
âWe all popped one and sat round, waiting. Waiting and waiting. Bark, he couldnât wait no longer, took another ⦠two, maybe. I didnât bother, I was on the beer. Then I started feeling really horny.â
âEugh,â I said. âToo much information.â
âBut not high, is my point. Not for a bit. We stuck the music up on max and suddenly I was smashed, right along with all the others. We was flyinâ round Kyleâs house to the sounds. Then Bark went onto his knees. He was sort of retching, yâknow? I took his pulse.â
â You ? How did you know where to find it?â
âI watch Casualty , donât I? Anyway, it was fast, man, racing like a pro.â
âWas he hot?â
âYeah, and he knew it. Sâif he had rabies or something, he was scrabbling at his clothes, stripping them off, panting. We got him under the armpits and he sort of squealed, like a pig, but we dragged him into the garden.â
âCool air. Good thinking.â
âYeah, âcept my heart was doing about a million to a minute by then. It made me panicky. I could see why Bark was squealing all the time, just layinâ there on the patio, making these piggy noises.â
âAnd you didnât think to call an ambulance?â
âAre you kiddinâ, man? This was Kyleâs house, his mum wouldâve killed him!â
I shook my head. Iâd forgotten about balling socks; they lay limp in my hands. âWhat happened in the end?â
âHe was okay. We all came out kicking. It was the scariest experience of my life.â
âAnd thatâs saying something.â
âIt was the panic. You go totally down the rat hole. Iâm not âxactly a panicky person, would you say?â
âNo, Den, Iâd say you were generally mellow.â
âFor ages after that, slightest thing would set me off. Sweatinâ and dizzy and not seeing proper, like club lighting strobing into my brain.â
I remembered Stefan, his eyes red hot. Had Wolfs been right about spiking the flying tea?
âIt kinda did make me think some,â Den was saying. âAfter, I mean. Like, what is a high, really?â
âDâyou mean, what is real ecstasy? For me, itâs the joy of being a shaman. Thatâs as close to the divine as I reckon Iâll ever be getting.â
âYeah, sort of that. And youâGod, Sabbieâyouâre such a good role model for me.â
âI am ?â
âYeah, like, you got your head sorted, and you went and did your degree, and like ⦠youâre happy .â
I paused. Happy? Not this day. âIâve just watched someone die.â
âShit, no!â Dennon rocked back. âDid they take something?â
âIâm sure weâll find out. Theyâll be doing the
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