this is where the hottest party of the year is being held. Who knew?” I drank and danced. I used the bottle as a microphone and discarded it when it was empty. There was more downstairs, but the cellar was a long way down, and I was feeling lightheaded. Bed was looking good, but it wasn’t even midnight yet. Finally I collapsed on top of the blankets. I hadn’t fallen asleep so heavily since the accident. The moment my head hit the pillow, I was gone. Sweet oblivion until I woke sometime in the middle of the night. My room was shrouded in darkness. I knew I’d left the light on before falling asleep. What concerned me more was I could hear breathing that wasn’t my own. Two sick yellow eyes glowed from a twisted face. He wore the same dirty flannel shirt. I sat up in bed. “What are you doing here? I killed you.” He grinned and approached slowly. My hands trembled above the covers. “I’m warning you. Get out of here. You’re not real.” I covered my head in my hands and rocked myself. “You’re not real.” I squeezed my eyes shut. When I reopened them his teeth were affixed to my neck. I screamed. I began flailing against the covers all the while screaming to a shattering pitch. “You’re not real!” “Aurora! Aurora, wake up.” My mother shook me. Didn’t she get it? I was awake. I’d always been awake. I slapped at her and resumed the fetal position, face in my knees and arms covering my head. “My God, what’s wrong with her?” There was an edge to my father’s voice. I didn’t have to look at him to know his jaw bones were clenched around his chin. I listened from the safety of my tight enclosure. “It’s just a nightmare.” “It’s more than that. She hasn’t been right since the accident.” “We have to give her time, Bill. Bill?” My parents’ voices moved out of my room. They crossed the hall into the master suite, fainter now. “Bill, what are you doing?” “I’m packing a bag.” “Where are you going?” “Somewhere I can get a decent night’s sleep.” I smiled inside my cocoon, not because I thought it was funny, not because I was glad, but because I couldn’t help it. People reacted so predictably under pressure. Running was the easiest course of action. If only I could run away too. My father’s footsteps moved in a flurry around the room down the hall. It wasn’t until he’d zipped his bag that my mother attempted to appeal to him one last time. “Bill, please don’t go.” He didn’t answer. His feet pounded down the stairs. I heard him grab his set of keys from the hall table. He started his car in the garage just below my bedroom. The garage door went up, and the car pulled out with a roar then took off down the street. I heard my mother walk inside my room. “Your father needed some time alone,” she said weakly. I kept my head planted in my knees. Mom rubbed my back. “My poor girl. You need to get better. This needs to stop.” I lifted my head. “Don’t you get it? This is who I am now. You signed the contract. It can never be undone.” “You don’t have to act this way. We can go back to the way things were. You’re just not trying hard enough.” She looked at me with pleading eyes. I sighed. “Get some rest, Mom. I’ll try not to bother you with any more of my demonic dreams.” As predicted, my mother didn’t ask for details about the aforementioned dreams. She kissed my forehead and shuffled into the empty bed that awaited her. I lay back and stared at the ceiling. I shut my eyes, but he was there looking at me again. He would always be looking at me. No matter what he’d been, I’d killed him. I was a murderer.
8
The Mouseketeers
The throbbing inside my skull woke me the following morning. I dragged myself downstairs and found my mom not looking so hot herself. She wore a light blue robe and fuzzy slippers. Her face was puffy when she looked up from her paper. She eyed the red scarf