pocket and handed me a blue pill with an imprinted smiley face. “Take this it will make you feel better.” “What is it?” I asked warily. “Oooh this is nothing, it’s harmless, it’s only ecstasy,” he said, throwing a blue pill in his mouth. I had never taken drugs but I needed something to loosen up. I was shit scared and didn’t think I could go all the way but he had already paid and the money was too appealing to give back, so I followed suit. Thirty minutes later the ‘E’ began to kick in. I had an energy buzz and felt more alive and alert than I had felt before. Everything around me looked more vibrant. Tim looked better than I recalled and his touch felt more intense. He was rubbing against my breast and it was just so electrifying. I didn’t stop to think twice when he asked me to suck his dick and dropped to my knees. Tim was my first experience with a pink dick and I wasn’t sure if it was the ‘E’ playing tricks on me but, contrary to popular belief, his package was not tiny. It was not close to what I was used to but it was a healthy size. I had mastered the art of oral down to perfection. I had his balls in one hand and his cock in the other. I wet my lips and placed my top lip over my teeth before putting his cock in my mouth. I worked my way up from his shaft to the top, gently squeezing his balls. His breathing intensified as he moaned with pleasure. I lubricated my fingers with oil and inserted my index finger into his asshole just like he instructed me to do. I felt his balls tightening up and knew he was about to cum so I took him out of my mouth and gently blew on his dick. Tim’s body trembled as I continued working his asshole. He started fingering me and stuck his fingers in and out my pussy several times before licking off my juices. He then placed me at the edge of the bed and held my legs over his shoulders and fucked me for twenty minutes straight until we finally came together in unison. Tim thanked me for a lovely evening and I gathered my things and left. Dino drove me back to my hotel. As soon as I got in I had a long shower and scrubbed my body raw. The effects of the ecstasy began to wear off and the guilt began to kick in. Did I really just put a price on my vay jay jay? I picked up my diary, I hadn’t touched it since the wedding but my emotions were running high. I didn’t know who I was becoming and needed a release. Writing was just so therapeutic for my soul, I wasn’t sure I even had one anymore but I wrote and wrote for hours until I dosed off. I met with Isabella the following afternoon to give her share of the money. She smiled non-stop as she counted the cash. “I love the way money feels in my hands.” “I know the feeling,” I replied. “How did you find the experience with ummm…Tim Bakhtin?” “It was different to anything I have ever done before.” “Different how exactly…have you never had sex before?” I laughed at Isabella’s joke. She told me that Tim had told her that whenever he was next in town he only wanted her to send me. I admit that was quite flattering to hear. With money in my hands again I went flat hunting. I had been searching for the last couple of days but didn’t see anything that warmed to me until the estate agent showed me the E1 Waterside apartment. The reception room, high specification kitchen and two bedrooms with en-suite bathrooms were furnished to my taste. The floor to ceiling windows and the balcony gave me a beautiful view of the River Thames. With rent at just six hundred and twenty five pounds per week I could make the monthly rent money in one night. I loved it and told the estate agent that I’d take it. With the money I made the night before I left a deposit of one thousand five hundred pounds and paid the weekly rate in advance. I signed the leasing documents and the estate agent handed me the keys. As soon as I added a few signatures pieces like the Damson Taupe Milliner chair I