All I done was kick at the letters with my toes until every word Iâd wrote got destroyed.
âIn our shack,â Essie said, âI canât seem to breathe no longer. Thereâs only your pa and you in your place,but us Cooters got six. Ainât even room to turn over, on account if I do in the night, Iâll wake up little Florence and sheâll wail. Soon, I got to have me a room of my own.â
âIs that what Miss Angel promised you?â
Essie May nodded.
Seeing her do such was so hurtful I couldnât hardly abide it. Yet I was afraid to run away, recalling the night a picker runned off. Before sunup, Roscoe Broda and some other men on horses had rope-dragged Mr. Yurman all the way back to Shack Row. He was nothing but earth and blood. And then, as ifân that werenât enough punishing, Clete Yurman sweated a week on no wages. Broda had even worked him on a Sunday.
âI canât live in Shack Row no longer,â Essie said. âA body canât stand to stay where there ainât enough space. Huffâs fixing to scamper off some night.â
I looked at her. âHe say so?â
âNot actual. He knows they posted guards down the road. Jailer Jim Tinnerâs men, carrying guns, and with tracker hounds. Huff claims he can swim across the lake.â
âHeâll drown. Ainât nobody about to swim across Okeechobee. All heâll be is gator meat.â
Essie May nodded. âHuff says itâd be better to die free than live a whole life in Jailtown. All I know is, Huff fixes to go his way, and Iâm near ready to go mine. And I reckon my only chance is â¦â
She couldnât seem to say
Lucky Leg
. All she done was turn about and hug the trunk of the custard apple tree. âI been a mother to Jackson and Delbert seems like forever. And little Flo about thinks I
am
her ma. I love her dear. But sometimes I know I canât stay in our shack no longer. Itâs like Iâm counting days. I telled it all to Miss Angel and she understands.â
Standing up, I walked quick to Essie, and rested my hand light on her shoulder. But instead of stretching up on my toes, to be as tall as Essie May, I just stood up straight, to be honest. âWe got a school now,â I said. âWe can learn stuff. Miss Hoe says sheâs our ticket out of Jailtown.â
âItâs too late, Arly. Maybe not for you, but for Huff and me. The teacher didnât come soon enough. I ainât a child no more. Iâm a woman. Miss Angel Free told me so, but I already knowed it. For most of a year.â
âYou canât, Essie. I wonât let you.â
Her hands clawed at the bark as if she was trying to climb the tree. âCanât you see itâs the only road I got. For me, itâll be either the Lucky Leg or Shack Row. And it sure ainât going to be here. You claim Huffâll drown in the lake. Maybe so. But Iâm already choking in our shack ⦠us Cooters sleeping like fingers. Well, I ainât a finger much longer. At the Lucky Leg, I can salt away money, and maybe Florence wonât have to ⦠social dredgers.â
Essie May pulled a twig off the tree and was ripping its leaves away, one by each, until no pretty green leaves was left. All of them scattered all twisted and tore at our feet, like a flock of little green birds that once could fly, but wouldnât fly no longer.
Bending, I picked up one of the leaves, trying to smooth it right again, back to how it used to look, fresh and green.
âThis ainât the right way for you to end up,â I told Essie. âThey got a fancy front door at the Lucky Leg. But thereâs no back door.â
She give me a empty look.
âWhat I mean is this, Ess. Itâs simple easy to parade inside. Maybe dress fancy. But beyond that, there ainâtno escaping. Youâll never come out that door again. Papa said that one time, like the Lucky
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