time to appreciate the true position. She appreciates it now, but it is too late.â
âDo you think she has given up hope?â
Dr Gerard shook his head doubtfully.
âIf she has plans no one would know about them. There are, you know, certain possibilities where Cope is concerned. Man is a naturally jealous animalâandjealousy is a strong force. Lennox Boynton might still be roused from the inertia in which he is sinking.â
âAnd you thinkââSarah purposely made her tone very business-like and professionalââthat thereâs a chance I might be able to do something about Raymond?â
âI do.â
Sarah sighed.
âI suppose I might have tried. Oh, well, itâs too late now, anyway. Andâand I donât like the idea.â
Gerard looked amused.
âThat is because you are English! The English have a complex about sex. They think it is ânot quite niceâ.â
Sarahâs indignant response failed to move him.
âYes, yes; I know you are very modernâthat you use freely in public the most unpleasant words you can find in the dictionaryâthat you are professional and entirely uninhibited! Tout de même , I repeat, you have the same facial characteristics as your mother and your grandmother. You are still the blushing English Miss although you do not blush!â
âI never heard such rubbish!â
Dr Gerard, a twinkle in his eye, and quite unperturbed, added: âAnd it makes you very charming.â
This time Sarah was speechless.
Dr Gerard hastily raised his hat. âI take my leave,â he said, âbefore you have time to begin to say all that you think.â He escaped into the hotel.
Sarah followed him more slowly.
There was a good deal of activity going on. Several cars loaded with luggage were in the process of departing. Lennox and Nadine Boynton and Mr Cope were standing by a big saloon car superintending arrangements. A fat dragoman was standing talking to Carol with quite unintelligible fluency.
Sarah passed them and went into the hotel.
Mrs Boynton, wrapped in a thick coat, was sitting in a chair, waiting to depart. Looking at her, a queer revulsion of feeling swept over Sarah. She had felt that Mrs Boynton was a sinister figure, an incarnation of evil malignancy.
Now, suddenly, she saw the old woman as a pathetic ineffectual figure. To be born with such a lust for power, such a desire for dominionâand to achieve only a petty domestic tyranny! If only her children could see her as Sarah saw her that minuteâan object of pityâa stupid, malignant, pathetic, posturing old woman. On an impulse Sarah went up to her.
âGoodbye, Mrs Boynton,â she said. âI hope youâll have a nice trip.â
The old lady looked at her. Malignancy struggled with outrage in those eyes.
âYouâve wanted to be very rude to me,â said Sarah.
(Was she crazy, she wondered, what on earth was urging her on to talk like this?)
âYouâve tried to prevent your son and daughter making friends with me. Donât you think, really, that that is all very silly and childish? You like to make yourself out a kind of ogre, but really, you know, youâre just pathetic and rather ludicrous. If I were you Iâd give up all this silly play-acting. I expect youâll hate me for saying this, but I mean itâand some of it may stick. You know you could have a lot of fun still. Itâs really much better to beâfriendlyâand kind. You could be if you tried.â
There was a pause.
Mrs Boynton had frozen into a deadly immobility. At last she passed her tongue over her dry lips, her mouth openedâ¦Still for a moment, no words came.
âGo on,â said Sarah encouragingly. âSay it! It doesnât matter what you say to me. But think over what Iâve said to you.â
The words came at lastâin a soft, husky, but penetrating voice. Mrs Boyntonâs
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