his mother was in, and if he came back here and got revenge off that poor sucker Larry who held down this plot of land like he was Donald Trump, then Slay would be admitting something he didnât even like to acknowledge in the solitude of his thoughtsâhis beautiful mother was a junkie. Slay looked around, over his shoulders. The night was still and quiet. They were alone. âCome on, Mama,â he said, placing his hands under her arms for support. âWe need to get you home and cleaned up.â
âWhat about my goldfishy?â Nancy asked.
âHeâs gone,â Slay said. âIâll get you another one, but you got to promise to keep him in the tank.â
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Earlier, Cydney had a difficult time getting up for work. Sheâd thought a steaming-hot shower would loosen the tension in her shoulders but the water just seemed to bounce off her skin. Sheâd spent the night reworking the last pages of a paper for her Critical Thought class; then, unable to sleep, she combed through her dozens of movie videos searching for something to settle her down and possibly ease her into the bliss of her dreams. She picked While You Were Sleeping, ironically enough, always having loved the wonder of the romantic comedy. She wondered if she, like Sandra Bullock in the movie, would ever get her Mr. Right.
Unfortunately, the movie made her even wider awake. She thought about her girlfriends from the old neighborhood. Chamique, Wanda and Miah. She wondered how many children they each had by now. She was glad, despite how hard it was, that she finally had the chance to pursue her college degree. Sheâd quickly stopped thinking of the old days. That life was firmly behind her. Her new life was college, the magazine, her new girlfriends Faith and Victoria. Changes for the better.
Sheâd ended up calling Slay, catching him on his cell phone, some girl in the background talking all loud to let whoever was calling know that she had him for the night.
âCyd-a-knee,â Shammond had said, slurring his words. âI was thinking about you.â
Cydney was surprised to hear her brother sounding drunk. He despised alcohol and drugs. âHey.â
âI wanted to call you but I got tied up.â He giggled like a fool into the phone. âWanted to let you know thereâs going to be a memorial for George this weekend at the funeral home.â
âChapmanâs?â
âCome on, Cyd-a-knee. You know ainât nobody else to fix up niggas around here but Chapman.â
âYes, I suppose.â
âIâm handling all the arrangementsâgetting him cremated.â
âCremated?â
âYeah,â Shammond said. âItâll be nice.â
âWhat about his other children and his ex-wife, they in on it?â
âSheeit,â Slay said, âthey could care less. I did talk to his one daughter, though. She wanted to know if he had a policy or anything.â
âDid he?â
âGot some associates of mine looking into all that,â Slay said.
Cydney never liked to think about that portion of Slayâs life, the portion where he had associates available to him. âSaturday?â she said.
âYeah, around noon.â He giggled again.
âYou been drinking, Shammond?â
âLittle.â
âWhy? Thought you didnât drink.â
âTaking my mind off things, is all,â he said. His mama, broken, beaten, addicted to that shit.
âSaturday,â Cydney said. âOkay, Iâll be there. Bye.â
âHey, yo, holeup,â he cut in. âWhat were you calling for?â
âJust couldnât sleep,â she told him.
âAhhh, you learning to lean on me again, thatâs good.â
She smirked. Was it? âBye.â
âRight, rightâ¦and wear something nice to the memorial.â
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Now, at the Elizabeth Arden fragrance counter for work, Cydney was fighting the ill
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