Maman. Sheâd promised Jacques.
They walked downstairs and out into the sunshine to wait for Jacques and Mimi. So what if she was still stuck in the dream? It was a glorious morning. The boy she loved was on his way over to meet her. How bad could things be, really?
âNow, Nicole, remember. I have written your name and address on a scrap of paper and put it in your left shoe,â Mme. Bernhardt said. âIf you forget where you liveââ
âI wonât,â Nicole interrupted gently, touched by the obvious depth of concern for her welfare. âI remember yesterday and the day before just fine. Itâs only before that...â
Mme. Bernhardt sighed. âYes. Before that.â
âNicolelâ
David Berg, clad in truly geeky knickers, was coming toward her. He had the same handsome face she remembered, and the same serious look in his eyes.
âDavid Berg!â she said happily. âOr is your name different here like everyone elseâs?â
âDavid Ginsburg,â he corrected, removing his cap. âYou know that.â
âHello, David,â Mme. Bernhardt said. âAre you well?â
David nodded respectfully. âI heard you hit your head, Nicole.â
Nicole shrugged. âSo they tell me.â
âAre you all right now?â
âSure,â Nicole said breezily.
David turned to Mme. Bernhardt. âMay I talk to Nicole for a moment? Privately?â
âOf course. I will be just inside until you are finished.â She went into the front hall of the building.
David edged toward the stone staircase a few feet away and motioned for Nicole to follow. She did. He looked very nervous. âI have to talk to you, Nicole.â
âYeah, sure. Whatâs up?â
He gave her a sharp look. âHow can you even ask me that? I came to say good-bye.â
âBut Mimi and Jacques are on their way over. You can walk to school with us.â
âIâm not going to school, Nicole.â
âWhy? Where are you going?â
âI have word that soonâI donât know when, exactlyâthere is going to be a big roundup of foreign-born Jews.â
He looked so sad. âDonât worry. None of this is real, David,â she assured him. âIâm dreaming it all up.â
âThe whole world is in on it, then. And the whole world has gone insane.â The intensity with which he spoke raised the hairs on her arms. âMy family is going into hiding.â
âAmazing. Like Anne Frank.â
âWho is Anne Frank?â
âShe lived in Amsterdam duringâitâs not important. Is there anything I can do to help you?â
He looked down at his worn shoes. âAt first I told myself not to come tell you ... what Iâm about to tell you, because I would look so stupid. But then I thought, What difference could it possibly make anymore?â
âTo tell me what?â
He wouldnât look at her. âJacques always says that he has loved you since the third grade. And I ... share his feelings.â
She was touched. âYou do?â
âI only want to say this to you, Nicole.â He raised his eyes to hers. âWherever I go, whatever happens to me ... when I close my eyes, I will still see your face.â He reached up and ripped the yellow star from his vest, stuffed it into Nicoleâs hand, and bolted down the stone staircase.
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Mimi ran ahead down the rue de Passy âIâm free-eee!â she cried, whirling around in a circle. âI think if I had to take even one more exam, I would scream.â
Nicole caught up and linked arms with her. âYouâre already screaming,â she pointed out nervously. âEveryone is staring at you.â
âLet them stare, I donât care. Iâm free-e-e!â As Mimi began whirling again, a passing older couple regarded her with
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