Rubyâs Café. When I reached Minnieâs the porch light was still on. Even though the wind was strong, I stayed out on the porch for a while. Finn might have gone home to his apartment, or he might have decided to park his Camaro on some deserted beach, he might be looking at the same stars that I looked at. From where I stood on the porch, I could see through the lace curtains into the parlor; it was nearly midnight, but Minnie was still awake.
She sat in the easy chair, her feet stretched out in front of the fire in the wood stove. She was waiting up for me the way she had done ten years before. That was the last summer I spent at Minnieâs, I was eighteen, far too old for the curfew Minnie imposed on all her nieces and nephews.
âYouâre home,â she would say when I sneaked in the door at one or two in the morning. âFinally,â Minnie would say with a sniff.
I turned the key in the lock and walked inside, expecting an argument. Minnie would ask me where Iâd been; I would inform my aunt that I simply refused to be treated as I had been ten years earlier. I paid eighty dollars a month for my room; not a fortune, still, I expected some privacy. But when I stood in the hallway and hung up my coat, Minnie didnât rush from her chair to accuse me for my late hours. There wasnât a sound from the parlor; Minnie must not have heard me come in.
I went to the parlor doorway and looked in. The fire in the stove had burned down low; Minnieâs shoulders were hunched over, tears ran down her face. Immediately, I retreated to the entrance hallway; I had walked in on too private a time, I had seen too muchâmuch more than Minnie would have ever allowed. I went to the door, opened it, then slammed it shut. I wanted to give my aunt time to collect herself; I would come in again, I would avoid her tears.
âMinnie,â I said after I had slammed the door shut. I thought I could hear her moving. âIâm home,â I said loud.
âThatâs nice,â Minnie called from the parlor. âThatâs fine.â
âIs there anything I can get for you?â I asked as I threw my coat around, creating as much noise as I possibly could, arranging it so that my aunt and I would not have to meet face to face. âHow about some tea?â I called. I had never before seen Minnie cry; I had not imagined that she could. Even when Uncle Alex died, she had stood stoically at the gravesite.
âI donât want anything,â Minnie said from the parlor. âIâm reading a novel. Historical. About the Greeks.â
My aunt was lying; there had been no book on her lap, only a white linen handkerchief. And Minnie never read novels, historical or not. âAll right,â I called to my aunt. âIâm going upstairs.â
I put my hand on the banister and then stopped; I could see Minnieâs profile, she looked like any one of the old women I had seen earlier, at the Mercy Home.
âGood night,â I said. I didnât want to leave her alone, but I didnât want to force Minnie to explain her tears any more than I would want to explain the confusion which had been growing from the moment Michael Finn appeared behind the bleachers. âGood night,â I called again.
âYes, yes,â Minnie answered, her voice urging me to hurry, to get up the stairs before any questions arose, before we had to confront each other. âVery good. Iâll see you in the morning.â Minnie sounded as if she could not wait to be alone once more, then she would hold the linen handkerchief to her cheek, she would return to whatever thoughts kept her awake at such a late hour.
I went right to bed, but I couldnât sleep. Between the sheets, beneath the quilt Minnie had stuffed with goose feathers, I tossed and turned; I could hear the waves in the harbor as clearly as if water were rising right outside my door. Somewhere Michael Finn slept
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