examined by the doctor and John and I were alone, he looked at me with such concern in his eyes.
“I hope that doctor hurries up. Are you feeling a lil’ better?” He asked holding my hand.
“I’m okay, my stomach is just upset. It’s been feeling funny for the last couple of weeks, but I just figured it was some kind of bug going around and would pass.”
The door slowly opened and the doctor came in with a nurse. “Okay Mrs. Jameson. We did some blood work and we’ve gotten the results back. According to our lab work you’re pregnant.” He said with a smile.
“You look surprised. We’ll need to do a further examination to determine how far along you are, then you’ll need to follow up with your OB/GYN as soon as possible. Mr. Jameson, do you want to stay for the examination if Mrs. Jameson wants you to?” He asked.
“Ah, yes. I wasn’t expecting this.” John said looking at me.
The doctor put my legs in the stirrups and did his examination with the nurse’s assistance. When he was done, he instructed me to clean up in the sink and get dressed. I didn’t have much to say to John. I was in shock. “I’m pregnant!” The doctor must be wrong. The doctor returned a few minutes later. He informed us that I was six weeks pregnant. As soon as he said six weeks, I knew when I got pregnant. “John has his hand under my shirt as we walked on the beach.”
“I wasn’t wearing a bra or any underwear. I just felt so free on this island. John and I walked to a secluded spot and before I could protest, his mouth was on my breast softly pulling and opening me in lower places. His hot breath traveled down to my stomach, which was bare. He deftly positioned me on the ground on some soft leaves with shoulder high shrubs concealing us from anyone’s view. The feeling of his tongue softly sucking and gently touching me was too much. I couldn’t hold back. As I lay there shuddering John removed his trunks and moved on top of me. With each thrust, we each moved closer to climax. I matched his rhythm and we clasped each other in sweet ecstasy. It was so spontaneous; there was no thought of using a condom.”
I could even give the doctor the date if he wanted it. I don’t need this right now. John and I left the hospital. Once I walked into the family room, I called my sister from home to ask if the kids could spend the night. Naturally, she asked if everything was okay, and I told her about me being pregnant. She was thrilled to know she’d be an Aunt again.
As I hung up the phone, John walked into the room. “Did you tell Helen?”
“Yeah, she’s happy about the baby. John, I’m not ready for this. I don’t know if I want this right now in my life.”
“Well, we have to talk this out. I will let you know, I’m happy about the baby. There is only one other thing that could make me happier, and you know what that is. So, how are we gonna handle this? “
“What do you mean, how are we gonna handle this. WE still have to deal with you and Cynthia. The baby isn’t going anywhere, it’ll be right here growing inside me no matter what happens. I thought about the things you told me regarding Cynthia. You’re just gonna have to give me some time to deal with that. I have an appointment tomorrow. So I’ll see you when I get home. But tonight, I’m sleeping in the guest room. I want you to change all of my bed linen. I want that stuff thrown out. I don’t want it in my house. Good night John.”
I closed the door and got ready for bed. I slept soundly and the next morning, called the counselor, which I had selected. I was able to get an appointment, so I got ready and drove the hour to get there on time. Mr. Jerkins, my counselor, was a quiet, mild mannered man with thinning brown hair framing his jovial face. We made our introductions and began our session. I began by explaining why I needed to talk with someone and what led me to him. After
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