her help. He took her notepad and pen and put them in his pocket. âYou wonât need those.â He pushed the stack of sandwiches, a can of soda and a couple of chocolate bars towards her. âEat up while I talk.â She fixed him with those moss-green eyes, but after a moment gave a shrug and reached for the topmost sandwich. She didnât even check to see what it was. He gestured to the stack. âI didnât know what youâd like so I got a variety.â Heâd grabbed enough to feed a small army, but heâd wanted to make sure he bought something she liked. She shrugged again. âIâm not fussy. Iâll eat pretty much anything.â He had a sudden vision of her in prison, eating prison food, and promptly lost his appetite.â âDylan?â He snapped his attention back. âSorry, Iâm a bit distracted.â She bit into her sandwich and chewed, simply waiting for him to speak. It occurred to him that if he wanted her help he was going to have to be honest with her. A weight pressed down on him. Yesterday afternoon sheâd looked at him with such gratitude and admirationâas if he were a superhero. Nobody had ever looked at him like that. He didnât want to lose it so quickly. Not even for Carlaâs sake? He straightened. Heâd do anything for Carla. He opened his can of soft drink and took a long swallow before setting it back down. âIâm ashamed to admit this, but over the last twelve months Iâve neglected Carla shamefully. She and Thierry have only been dating six months, and the news of their engagement came as a shock. This will probably sound ridiculously big brotherly, but... Iâm worried sheâs making a mistake.â Mia stared at him for a moment. âYou and Carla seem very close.â âWe are.â âSo why havenât you spent much time together recently?â How much of the truth did he have to tell her? He scrubbed a hand through his hair. âThereâs an older family member who I have...difficulties with. Itâs impossible to avoid him when Iâm in Australia, and Iâve wanted to avoid a falling out, so...â âSo youâve spent a lot of time overseas instead?â âRather than putting up with said family member, I flitted off to organise parties. There was a Turkish sultanâs sixtieth birthday party, and then a twenty-fifth wedding anniversary celebration for a couple of members of the British aristocracy. I did some corporate work on the Italian Grand Prix. Oh, and there was a red carpet film premiere that I did just for fun.â She blinked, as if heâd just spoken in a foreign language. In some ways he supposed he had. âSo there you have itâIâm a coward.â He lifted his arms and let them drop, waiting for her eyes to darken with scorn. She just stared back at him and waited for him to continue, her gaze not wavering. He swallowed. âI came home for Carlaâs birthday...and for two days over Christmas.â It hadnât been enough! âThatâs when she announced her engagement. Thatâs when I realised Iâd spent too long away.â But Carla had finally seemed so settled...so happy. Sheâd refused to come and work for FWE, preferring to focus on her charity work. Nothing had rung alarm bells for him...until heâd met Thierry. Mia didnât say anything, but he could tell from her eyes how intently she listened. âWhen I heard what he said to you in the reptile house I wanted to knock him to the ground.â She halted mid-chew, before swallowing. âIâm very glad you didnât.â It had only been the thought that Gordon would somehow bring the blame back to her and sheâd lose her job that had stilled his hand. âWhat he said to you...â His hand clenched and unclenched convulsively around his can of drink. âIâm sorry you were