defiantly. She was a bastard, a noblemanâs by-blow. She was not a member of the ton and never would be. Did she really have to abide by their rules?
Sheâd always sworn that she would never become a manâs mistress, that sheâd never bring a child into this world to suffer her fate as a bastard. But she wasnât planning anythingquite so brazen. This was one dance, one evening, perhaps one kiss.
It was enough to ruin a reputation, but what sort of reputation did she have to begin with? She was outside society, beyond the pale. And she wanted one night of fantasy.
She looked up.
âYouâre not going to run, then,â he murmured, his dark eyes flaring with something hot and exciting.
She shook her head, realizing that once again, heâd known what she was thinking. It should have scared her that he so effortlessly read her thoughts, but in the dark seduction of the night, with the wind tugging at the loose strands of her hair, and the music floating up from below, it was somehow thrilling instead. âWhere do I put my hand?â she asked. âI want to dance.â
âRight here on my shoulder,â he instructed. âNo, just a touch lower. There you are.â
âYou must think me the veriest ninny,â she said, ânot knowing how to dance.â
âI think youâre very brave, actually, for admitting it.â His free hand found hers and slowly lifted it into the air. âMost women of my acquaintance would have feigned an injury or disinterest.â
She looked up into his eyes even though she knew it would leave her breathless. âI havenât the acting skills to feign disinterest,â she admitted.
The hand at the small of her back tightened.
âListen to the music,â he instructed, his voice oddly hoarse. âDo you feel it rising and falling?â
She shook her head.
âListen harder,â he whispered, his lips drawing closer to her ear. â One , two, three; one , two, three.â
Sophie closed her eyes and somehow filtered out the endless chatter of the guests below them until all she heard was the soft swell of the music. Her breathing slowed, and shefound herself swaying in time with the orchestra, her head rocking back and forth with Benedictâs softly uttered numerical instructions.
â One , two, three; one two three.â
âI feel it,â she whispered.
He smiled. She wasnât sure how she knew that; her eyes were still closed. But she felt the smile, heard it in the tenor of his breath.
âGood,â he said. âNow watch my feet and allow me to lead you.â
Sophie opened her eyes and looked down.
â One , two, three; one , two, three.â
Hesitantly, she stepped along with himâright onto his foot.
âOh! Iâm sorry!â she blurted out.
âMy sisters have done far worse,â he assured her. âDonât give up.â
She tried again, and suddenly her feet knew what to do. âOh!â she breathed in surprise. âThis is wonderful!â
âLook up,â he ordered gently.
âBut Iâll stumble.â
âYou wonât,â he promised. âI wonât let you. Look into my eyes.â
Sophie did as he asked, and the moment her eyes touched his, something inside her seemed to lock into place, and she could not look away. He twirled her in circles and spirals around the terrace, slowly at first, then picking up speed, until she was breathless and giddy.
And all the while, her eyes remained locked on his.
âWhat do you feel?â he asked.
âEverything!â she said, laughing.
âWhat do you hear?â
âThe music.â Her eyes widened with excitement. âI hear the music as Iâve never heard it before.â
His hands tightened, and the space between them diminished by several inches. âWhat do you see?â he asked.
Sophie stumbled, but she never took her eyes off his.