was old folkâs night. However, I could not rule it out until I got there. But my instincts were right; his car was not there either.
I did an immediate U-turn. While I loved my car to pieces, this was one time I couldnât wait to find his. I wanted him to drive me around in his car, look over at me with his gorgeous eyes, recline in his passenger seat, and allow the moment to sweep us away. Where was he?
Then I drove to the strip where all the restaurants were. I did a double take when I saw my father coming out of a fancy restaurant with a lady Iâd never seen. She was laughing, and she had her hands on his back. Quickly, I took both hands off the steering wheel while I clutched my heart. It just started burning. I felt like I could not breathe. It was as if someone was holding me underwater, and I wanted to come up for air. Finally, when I saw him open his car door for her and kiss her hand, I gasped.
I screamed out, âDad!â
Of course my windows were rolled up, and he could not hear me. This was so unfair. My mom had been fussing with him about something, and I thought it was all her fault. However, no woman makes a man cheat. He could at least have the decency to end it with my mom before he moved on.
As I had seen people do in detective movies and television shows, I followed them. Suddenly, two cars got in front of me, and I lost my father. But I couldnât shake the vision of him kissing someone else. Even though it was a hand, he was smiling too wide for it to be innocent. He was a jerk.
Needing a milkshake, which always made me feel better, I pulled into Zaxbyâs. I did not want to go in. I needed to find my father and Blake, but I was shaking too much. So I decided to take a break and went inside. But the line was too long, so I went to a booth and sat there.
âYou okay, Charli?â a familiar voice said to me. I looked up and was surprised to see Brenton. I could only nod. âYou are not all right. Iâma get you some water.â
Before I could say, âNo, thank you. Iâm all right. I got it.â He had gone and was back. And I was still not all right. I could not even drink the water. He was dressed in a Zaxbyâs uniform and had a broom in his hand. He sat down on the other side of the booth.
Brenton said, âWhatâs wrong?â
âMy lifeâs just falling apart,â I blurted out to my boyfriendâs cousin.
Brenton and I went way back to elementary school. We used to be best buddies. When his cousin moved here in the ninth grade with his family, we drifted apart, like fall leaves blowing in the wind. I was his cousinâs girl, and I now knew that hanging out with boys wasnât as good as hanging out with my girls. So we just lost touch. Knowing that he cared about me deep down, made me ready to open up.
âItâs Blake, huh?â Brenton said.
âWhat? What do you know? What ⦠what arenât you telling me?â
âIâm just asking. I donât know anything. I havenât even talked to him since practice.â
âI canât find him. But even as scared as I am about whatâs going on with him and where he is, I got bigger issues right now.â
âIâm listening.â
âI donât understand men. Can you explain that to me, Brenton? Why do you guys cheat?â
Boldly he said, âAll men arenât dogs.â
âYeah, some are snakes.â
âBut girls donât want nice guys. They want the popular, crazy dudes.â
âIâm not even talking about girls and boys now. Iâm talking about grown men with families.â
âI donât know. Iâve asked myself that time and time again. My dad left my mom before I was born.â
Wanting to hit myself for not being sensitive, I said, âThatâs right.â
It was already bad enough that I felt bad. I certainly did not want company in my misery. I remembered hearing that
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