at her shocked that she knew. He tried to come up with some excuse as to why he said what he had said. After a second he felt defeated and just said, "Was I that obvious?" Leaning into him and placing a light kiss on his cheek she said, "Oh Yes you were." They exchanged another smile and she went in leaving him on the porch alone.
We arrived at the dance around 8:30 after we had gone to dinner. Compliments were exchanged and we took a few more photos. Todd asked me to dance and as we walked out onto the dance floor while I'll be by Edwin McCain began to play. "So he's pretty stupid huh?" Todd watched me as I was fading out thinking of Dylan on the stairway right before we’d left and the way he looked when he told me I looked Beautiful. I looked up at Todd, "Who?" I asked him pretending to be lost with the comment. He just smiled looked down at my necklace and then looking back up to meet my eyes, "Dylan has no idea what he's missing does he. He's got to be completely ignorant. Payton anyone can see that you care about him and for him not to fight for that...just makes him seem pretty stupid." I wasn't sure what to say to that so I just laid my head onto Todd’s shoulder and began to concentrate on not crying.
The rest of the night was really fun. Casey and I danced and the guys sat those songs out...saying something about not being able to keep up with us. The dance ended at eleven and we took a little ride before we went home. Todd helped me out of the Limo and walked me to the door. Todd held my hand as I walked through the grass so I wouldn’t fall. Dylan had been watching from his darkened bedroom window. He watched as Todd and I said our goodbyes and he pulled me into a hug placing a light kiss on my cheek, Don’t let him keep breaking your heart Payton, you deserve someone who sees you for just how great you really are." Squeezing him just a little harder and thanking him for a great night. Casey and I went inside and for a moment I hoped that he would be waiting for me inside and realizing immediately that he wasn't my heart sank a little. We went to change out of our dresses and then drifted off to sleep talking about our night.
I woke Sunday to the sound of someone screaming. It was nothing I was unfamiliar with but definitely not something I expected at Karen's. She was always so pleasant and easily pleased. I slowly approached the kitchen to find Karen yelling into her phone, "You are not welcomed to call my home, you really have some nerve ..."she turned and seen me standing in the doorway of the kitchen stopping in midsentence and then hanging up the phone. She then took it off the hook. Everyone just stood looking at me and I felt really out of place. "I'm sorry I should go back in the other room this is obviously none of my business", I turned quickly to walk away when I heard Karen tell them to stay there. She followed me into the family room and I stopped before going any further. "Did I do something wrong?" I crossed my arms in front of my body defensively. Karen motioned for me to sit next to her on the couch. After a couple minutes she said," I need to talk to you. That phone call I was just on, it was about you...and I don’t know how to tell you this but." I interrupted her, "Is it John? He can't call or come here the restraining order is supposed to protect me from that." I suddenly felt a sense of panic like I needed to go hide or something. I stood and started toward Casey room when Karen grabbed my elbow lightly from behind. "Payton wasn’t John it was... Maggie." I thought I heard her wrong I turned quickly looking at her and repeating what I thought she had said. "Maggie...You mean my mom?" She just nodded her head and looked me directly in the eyes. "She heard about John being arrested and about you being assaulted. She called to talk to you. I am so sorry that I hung up on here Payton I was just so angry that after all this time she called you and the way that she acted